noticed omarchy is on your chart, what - are you a fascist sympathizer!? (\s)
reading that article is heart wrenching
there is such desperation - something has to be done
EDIT: trying to find a group that is helping with the famine, but in the meantime this might be a place where donations could be sent and well used:
yes! That's the technique I use (even now with 21G, but also when I was drawing with 18G). I still cored vials that way, I think it happened because the width is so great and I was drawing from the vial twice a week back then, and I was using the vials for months, so the rubber got real torn up despite the technique (which does really help compared to just sticking the needle in at 90 degrees).
Haven't had issues with 21G yet, even when I was drawing twice a week - but now I only draw once a week (though vials last much longer now, because both frequency and dose were lowered post-op).
I used to draw with 18G, but I cored several vials, so I switched to drawing with 21G (so far I haven't cored any with that gauge, but I've heard some chatter that it's possible).
and good call out re needle length, like you've said, IM requires longer needles for injecting than subq
I would find injecting into muscle unnerving I think, but my needle phobia is pretty bad. I wouldn't want to inject with 22G either π°
but it has some minor drawbacks
I see what you did there π
EDIT:
when you inject it wonβt be as sharp because you used it on the rubber stopper.
This is the main reason I swap needles for drawing vs injecting (as well as just the sanitation reasons - I like that the needle that goes in my body is sterile).
After injecting I wipe the vial again because I often see a drop at the top of the rubber stopper.
I do this too!! I always have wondered if it could cause any problems - but I just assume it's OK.
suq in the belly once a week
I make little baggies so I have all the supplies for a single injection together.
In the baggies go:
- a 1 mL leur lock syringes, preferably with reduced deadspace for less medication waste
- a 21 G (green) 1 inch needles for drawing
- a 27 G (grey) half inch needles for injecting
- an alcohol swab to sanitize the vials and the injection site
- a bandaid for when there is bleeding (I like the Hello Kitty ones)
Pynchon can be hard to read, but I find his opaqueness is not ubiquitous - e.g. in Gravity's Rainbow only the first part of the book (Beyond the Zero) was incomprehensible. Inherent Vice and Crying of Lot 49 were not particularly opaque, either.
What drew you to read this book?
that sounds right, Dan Brown is a bit of a hack, or at least that's what I've heard - he's commercially successful, though!
EDIT: I've seen Umberto Eco recommended as a Dan Brown alternative, I reallt enjoyed Name of the Rose but I think Foucault's Pendulum is usually recommended for Dan Brown fans who want something better.
I picked up a witch dress from Torrid and I'm too lazy to find another outfit π I need to get a hat for it. Mostly I obsess with my makeup - I did a complicated green eyes shadow last year, I'm thinking I might go with glittery purple this year.
I use uBlock Origin and add reddit to the filter list. I also have blocked reddit using my /etc/hosts
file.
I have also setup redirector plugins that can be used to redirect when I go to a particularly toxic subreddit, e.g. redirecting something like /r/terf_trans_alliance to /r/sewing or whatever community you enjoy that is more wholesome (that's just one of mine - I also love /r/OUTFITS).
Also, if you're in the US you should probably be using a VPN no matter what, and in that case Reddit will (usually) block you, easy!
Mostly it's just psychology, though - why do you go to read that place to hurt yourself? Are there healthier ways to hurt yourself?
content warning: self harm
Sometimes when I want to cut and beat myself, I will instead go into a stress position like a plank, and then I'll hold it until it really hurts and my impulses to self harm are "satisfied".
You might consider if there are harm reducing alternatives like this for you?
I'm not sure what that might look like for you, since it's particular to your psychology, but there are plenty of places to find transphobia, hell you could self-flagellate by watching Sex and the City episodes.
Even better would be to find ways to work on the underlying reasons that motivate you to hurt yourself, in the long term that's where the focus should be, I would imagine. Maybe something to see a therapist about?
I spend more time engaging on Lemmy, but I consumed more content on reddit