cross-posted from: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/46437204

got this shirt a couple years back and finally got my hands on it again. cut the shoulder myself and I like how it's pretty... close fitting... aaawaaaaaaa gagafwwf&agb\bbwffabagg >////<

My friend helped today since I'm going out but I can just about put it on properly by myself

(apologies for poor english)

bonus photos

this thing turns half a century old next month!

p.s.: its not actually that loud at all. the grass mowers and leafblowers that stroll around are far louder so don't worry hehe

I didn’t shave, I’m in my pajamas, the lighting is dodgy, I’m unposed, I’m wearing my day job headset, and I can’t wear makeup.

What you see here is me at my most middling low-average, when I just can’t care cause most of the time no one will see me, except now you are seeing me.

The big takeaway is that this is what I look like when I’m not trying to be fancy, this is what I look like most of the time.

And I’m still beautiful, at least, to me.

And if ever you’re struggling with your own self-image and you want the outside to match the inside, you’re not alone in that. This is my raw, unprocessed outside.

This outfit is LOUD lmao

Off to get my second round of girl shots! Yayyayyyyy

Oregon is burning, record breaking acreage lost to wildfire and were not even halfway thru fire season fuuuuuck

Hows everyones week so far?

Stay strong, stay beautiful, stay safe, dont let the bastards grind you down ❤️❤️

~Unit 2600 is online and active.~

Being a drone makes work a lot more fun :D

@brookedsmile@lemmy.blahaj.zone

chilling on my day off :)

Went out like this for some shopping. 😊

Quick pic of tonight's outfit before I head out to a party

yay ^_^

band tee friday was a success as always, happy to be home :) good week albeit slow at work, thats okay!

ily all remember to smile 🩷

cross-posted from: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/46070143

Just wanted to say hi and introduce myself a little. I had started getting more active under a difference account but decided to start a new one as my old username could potentially be traced back to some defunct pre--transition social media.

You can call me Cily (pronounced like "silly"). I am in my mid thirties and started coming out a little over a year ago. I've been on HRT since December and am excited to be more active on Lemmy and get to know y'all more. I've been so impressed and happy to see a lot of folks sharing photos. I doubt I'll get to the point where I feel safe enough to post my own photos but I still hope that I can share some of my experiences and feel like a part of the community.

Feel free to ask me questions or introduce yourselves! Thank you for having me :)

-Cily

I waffled a bunch about which flag to get, but started with the NB flag so I can wake up and remind myself it's not a dream. I still may get a pride and/or trans flag for the rest of house at some point, but maybe once I'm more out to people.

I'm still here and loving the selfies and loving each and every one of you. Keep being great to each other 💜

something a bit different from me but it's part of why I'm here, always loved to dance and now I am joyous enough to be able to do it again for the first time in a lot of years and I've been working out hard to get in shape for it too, anyways, I always liked this song and thought it would be cute to do a dance video for it, I hope you enjoy my unedited for content lanky dancing. I added some effects with kdenlive and mosh pro, video art and effects is a hobby of mine too, so I like to make psychedelic videos. Weirdorama I'm sure 😁 Anyways, hope you are having a lovely day 💜 peace and love ❤️

hope it works

I'm on the left, and my partners Cortney and Hex are on my right! We took this pic right before heading out to our local goth night.

cross-posted from: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/46010388

I fell asleep before I could post comfy proof... so this is the proof now in the morning

my hair messy (again) bc I didn't brush it after it dried so it turned into this blob of curls. gotta fix it now...

first time wearing this outside so was kinda nervous, but i think it worked :3

cross-posted from: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/45991157

and the weather agrees. NYC/Long Island getting hit with some STORMS tonight into tomorrow. just got home, better get cozied up... will post proof later (if I don't forget :P)

I just got a big set of nail polish today with a bunch of fun colors! I realized I had what I needed to make a trans flag, so I did!

Also, I had to take this picture with my phone in my mouth, I couldn’t think of any other way to do it!

It makes me feel so icky lol i haaaaate it

Cant complain now, i did it! 😅

Its a lovely tuesday over here, perfect weather (for now) and im not dripping sweat lol

I really need to get out of the damn house

Also different outfit today, lol finally 😂

Can barely see my makeup, oh well. I find thats a plus anyway, i always hate blending heavy makeup lol im a minimalist apparently

Hows everyones day today? Tell me bout it, or anything else, get down in the comments 😅

Love you all, stay safe, and as always dont let the bastards grind you down ❤️❤️

Went shopping today and had a lovely time, the super nice girl at ulta helped match a foundation and concealer to my skin and put some makeup on me and I cried a bit, I felt like I was being treated like a human being almost for the first time, with some care and compassion. I ended up getting too much but it all looks great, I went to Ross next door and picked up a swim suit and this dress which I absolutely adore, toodles ❤️

Just a quick post to remind my older girlies that its never too late ❤️

Im 32, struggle a lot with having waited too long or being too late. Its not true! Its never too late to be happy. Its never too late to stop hating yourself. Its never too late, regardless of what other people say or think.

You do this for you and your happiness and noone should take that from you.

I LOVE OUR OVER 30'S OVER 40'S AND BEYOND! It shouldnt be lost on the younger people that trans people didnt make it to those ages historically, and im so happy your here now ❤️❤️

Plus, some of our most gorgeous girls are over 30 and 40 😍😍

Ily all, dont let the bastards grind you down! ❤️❤️❤️