i (transfem) slept in a little, woke up super relaxed. cozy, cozy. put on cozy clothes and took my E. then i made coffe and shared it with one of my roomies (the third one is gone out) in bed. coooozeyy!

then, the doorbell rang. i said: "ugh, that's the neighbour for sure." my roomie: "nuh-uh, it's way to early for them." so i got up.

it was the mail person. they had a delivery for my roomie with a male first name. they asked me: "i got this for roomie's name. ... i need your name."

only then i realised they did not think twice that i might be the one who is called by a male first name. that's a first. i used to just impose as my roomie in such situations.

then i got back to bed. and drank my coffee. smiling.

have a nice weekend!

cross-posted from: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/42754008

still at my friends house, so I have a lot more time and freedom on my hands now!!!!

his mom has offered me more colors to try, I'll definitely take that offer up :3

I’m a little sad because I finally got to wear this dress after buying it on sale and then ended up staying home instead of going out with my fiancée 🥺

love her reguardless :) I need to organize tho but dont wanna move

Waiting for my car to cool down and sweating my soul out through my body. Its a good day tho! Got a tiny bit of tanning in before groceries!

This summer is going to suuuuuck so much

17 days! 😱

Happy mothers day everyone!

I dont have a mother lol so i took the day to do my makeup! Then decided to go to the forest?? It was hot and it got messed up immediately, oh well 🤷‍♀️

This whole area of oregon was devastated by the Santiam fire in 2020, a particularly hot summer with strong winds and covid made this fire nearly impossible to contain. Its spread over 400,000 acres and burned from august to december when containment was reached.

This fire destroyed old abandoned town, inhabited town, campgrounds, powerlines and communication lines, and basically closed a large chunk of oregon for a year or more, with some places still closed and other places never being rebuilt. This fire stopped 40 miles from where i currently live! 😱

Anyway, despite all the devastation, the forest will rebuild itself! And i think its beautiful that no matter what happens in an area like this, life will sprout again and the beauty of nature will overgrow any man made junk left over. Witnessing the rebirth of this place ive grown up in is special, even tho its sad theres not as many good camping spots out here, but the forest deserves a break!

Anyways, just like the forest will rebuild itself into what its supposed to be, you can too! ❤️❤️

Im proud of you all! And to those with cool moms wish them a happy day from me! Anyone that doesnt have that in their life, im sorry, and i give you free internet hugs. I do wish it was different for some of us ❤️❤️

Ps i did take more pics than this obvi, might post them later or maybe ill finally start using my pixelfed account 😂

Oh i also got new gauges and a navel piercing! I couldnt do a tongue piercing 😭😭

i love my girlfriend we got married in tomodachi life lol

its have 30x optical zoom!! never had that good camera devices

Also the entire sky and everything was already very trans. The whole everything, the entire city, just looked like a Good Kid video for a solid hour tonight.

This picture was taken by my friend Lily!

I didnt know who to share this with so Im posting here because my hapiness is going through the roof!

I fell into a burn out/exhaustion/depression spiral last year. About 2 months ago I felt decently back on track after alot of help from a therapist. During this time Ive met some online friends who has had an enormous impact on my life and I love them so much for it.

After talking with them and my therapist I finally decided to come out as trans to my partner. They took the best way I couldve imagined and are super supportive and helpful, and so are all of my friends.

The day after coming out i decided to shave off my beard of 10 years. Unsure what was hiding beneath I prepared for the worst as Ive never liked my face or body (repressed dysphoria maybe, who knows). After I shaved and I let out my hair again (long, lucky, juicy hair haver) I for the first time saw that my face was never meant to masc, but holy fuck it was meant to be fem. All of my friends where so nice and I was just in shock at how everyone indivdually agreed that alone would count as passing ❤️😭

Fast-forward to today, my partner helped me pick out and order more feminine clothes some days ago and they got delayed. I was pretty bummed out because a weekend home alone is a rarity for me and would be a perfect opportunity for me to try things in my own pace. As a cope I stole one of my partners sweaters, nice and cozy, dark blue with puffier arms and a high cut neck.

I decided to shower and shave again (i pray for all my girlies bc i was in for a shock with how fast it grows) but only managed to shower before I had to head out and get food. Once I eventually got to shaving my hair was still damp. So I go about shaving and let down my hair. The absolute curls along with everything else just looked so good. For the first time in my life I could tell myself that I looked so goddamn pretty. I immediately had to hook up my webcam and join in the vc again. BECAUSE I FELT PRETTY! I CANT GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD! I got so showered in compliments I didnt know what to do. Fuck I love my friends so much ❤️

This really cemented every doubt in my head. So much of my worry about whether I really am trans or not just gone. I had a face-to-face with myself in the mirror just telling whoever that woman was how beautiful she is, until I eventually realized THATS ME and started actually calling myself beautiful instead.

TL;DR:

My cat must be thinking im going crazy.

Same red and purple dye. But this time i used red first then purple. I loooooove the color right now, and im feeling my minimalist makeup! Gonna go to the mall, its too warm to couch rot all day. Trying not to freak out about my appointment (19 days!!!) And overall just doing way better than a week or two ago

How are all my favorite people!? If youre having a rough time, just know i love you and im proud of you! I believe in you so hard!! ❤️

always do my makeup perfect on days I'm probably not going out lol

long week worked some overtime for extra fun money :)

Totally normal and not super scary existential crisis the last 2 weeks, promise!

Ive been lurking still, but just havent been feeling super great so i havent been here talking to all my favorite people

Excited and nervous about the future, happy to see so much activity in the community.

Hows everybody doing?!

❤️❤️

Also green and pink is an underrated combo, im really feeling this outfit 🥰

The heat is subsiding but it’s still pretty hot. Also, does anyone have tips on how to deal with thigh chafing?

also waow the front camera is so much better than selfie camera

the fit was very rushed. the pants are INSANELY comfy though hehe

it smells like my girlfriend I am in heaven rn

It's not a thing, but it should be. We could go to karaoke.

Well, I suppose it could be worse, never saw any tips or video on how to...