cross-posted from: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/44500016

good weather? yup

sunny porch? yup

warm hoodie? yup ❤️

sleepy? every day

2 blahaj? :3

after these I fell into an uninterrupted two hour nap. woke up and still felt warm and cozy with blahajs to greet me :3

Had two nice encounters today:
First, I was at the indoor spaces of a playground with my children. After some hours there, a six-year-old asked: "Are you a boy or a girl?", to which I said "neither one really. A little bit more a girl than a boy, but not really either one."
"But then why do you look so much like a woman if you are not a woman?"

(The child has no idea how warm and giddy that made me! My voice is the deepest male voice I know among my social circle, but my clothing and accessory style is that of a woman. Haven't really felt as female as I'd want to, but apparently there's more female to my appearance than I had really thought)

And then I was walking towards home with my children and learned that there's a trans-dar just like there's a gaydar. I'm bi enough to have a largely functioning gaydar and the searching signal and response seem to work in the same manner.

In any case, I was guessing she's probably trans, and let the transdar do its magic to be sure. And after that I read a lovely greeting from her lips, to which I gestured a friendly greeting back. And then we continued our ways, me towards the bus terminal, she away from it.

First I had my first experience of passing, which is nice. Even if on a very easy level. And then, under half an hour later, I learned that I'm a part of a more tight-knit community than I had really understood. It felt meaningful for a random stranger to turn out to be a friend.

I went into the city with my mom yesterday for an errand. Along the line we made a quick stop to check for some dresses and summer clothes, where we found this.

It was a present from my mom :)

Originally I was expecting it to be a dress, due to the way the pant legs looked. When I tried it on, I first felt quite disappointed and didn't want to take it until I saw my mom's reaction. She loved it and it gave me a huuuge confidence boost.

At home, my partner also was stunned when I showed it to them. Thus I am really happy about it :)

hell yeah

cross-posted from: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/44367303

FIRST TIME I GOT SOME ACCESSORIES AAAA THEY TICKLE MY BRAIN SO SO SO AWESOME ESPECIALLY THE RAZOR CHOKER >///<

lazy lazy Sunday feeling sleepy snuggly cute cozy all of the above :3

love my eyeliner today this style is so cool!!! rare pic without glasses :D

bonus pic cus I feel hot

side note: selfish machines by pierce the veil is so peak, they do not miss

MEPEPEPEPEPEP MRPRPRPPRP!!!!!! i am cute kittygirl :3333 #3
meowoeooeoeoeooe hate being part of human society((((
born to meow!!!

a family member bought this electric bicycle (lectric XP lite 2) and we have been having a go on it. it is a one speed bicycle though so its certainly interesting hehe.

the fit today was just jeans and this t shirt. more photos:

we also got our physician to write a letter of support for orchiectomy and vaginoplasty, as well as a referral to a hospital for the former, which is cool. unfortunately wait times are certainly a thing that may likely need to be contended with. oh well :)

i love these pjs!

https://tech.lgbt/@Natasha_Jay/116772046175032950

I'm so mf SAFE right now

at work and happy :)

Alternate title: Portland, OR.

Oh also, the big work in the frame is from my work 祭り町:

heavily inspired by another tattoo ive seen. Ive loved it since i saw it but i dont want someone elses exact tattoo, so we made some changes to make it more unique.

Im honestly in love with it! She (Avalon) did such a great job and at the same time made it a safe and welcoming space to be in. She has a trans brother as well, so we connected a bit over that!

Lemme know what yall think! Happy monday 😂

I wanted to post something to mark the occasion. It's felt like a very long wait but I finally have estradiol and cypro in my system. Fear has been steadily giving way to excitement. I've been getting steadily more confident in my identity and the doubt monster in my head is getting smaller and quieter in the face of overwhelming evidence that I am in fact a woman.

I wanna briefly reflect on how grateful I am to other trans people. People that don't know me, that don't owe me anything, have helped me in countless ways, big and small. Some have helped it without realising it just by being themselves in a proud and unapologetic way. Some have given me time and energy and resources and support that have saved my life. I will forever carry around a debt I'll never be able to repay and I'll be trying to pay it forward at every opportunity I get.

It's is the honour of my life to be in community with you all, with all my trans siblings around the world.

Trans liberation now. Love and solidarity for ever.

Edit: thanks for the lovely replies everyone. Love to you all.

I was literally having the best time at the mall looking for a Mexico shirt (which is the one I have on in these pics) but omg... every single time I had to bend down, I genuinely thought I was about to give everyone a free show lmao.

Luckily, I've officially mastered the art of bending down without revealing anything. Practice makes perfect.

also i started prog and omgggggggg is wonderful(weird but i no longer ace)
plus started taking muscle relaxant and it fixed my face muscle hypertension problems!!!!!(again self medicine because my doc is awful, prescribed underresearched east bloc shit which did a loooot worse)

my dysphoria melted!!!!! brainworm removal therapy exist!
weeeird but prog fixed my bottom dysphoria(but is veryyy weird now)

also i did found a surgeoun for orchi inside country!!!!! plus she a woman

hi folks, just wanted to share this picture my friend took of me. they took it randomly when we were on a walk, I feel so at peace just looking at it

kinda made me realize how far ive come, and how far I have yet to go. life is great and I'm happy to be myself after so long

stay hydrated I love y'all 🩷

And my wife was there and she’s a goddamn cutie too.

Sorry for the spam, I don’t know what happened I just hit post one time and suddenly there were like three different posts 😰

Lately, it feels like it always rains whenever I wear a dress.

cross-posted from: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/43821630

got myself a new shirt after the Parade of Trains on Saturday

stretched out the collar before ANYTHING ELSE bc it was wayyy too close (dysphoric) and I LOVE it now ❤️❤️❤️❤️

might crop at somepoint as well :3

choo choo y'all