[-] Nikki 20 points 3 days ago

its normal to feel that anxiety, this is a big step in your life :) try and get some sleep, do what you love to do, and stay true to yourself. you'll be alright ๐Ÿ’š

[-] Nikki 1 points 5 days ago

name ideas for various things and a last resort after hours of troubleshooting

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looking for an image rule (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 2 weeks ago by Nikki to c/onehundredninetysix

hello does anyone here have that image of a sunrise but the sun is a basketball with the caption "good morning

my boobs hurt"

thanks love you

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submitted 3 weeks ago by Nikki to c/lesbians

So some context, my gf (I guess currently ex..) and I had been dating for ~8 months prior to Nov 8th, where we had a difficult "conversion" (Mostly me sobbing) about her needing to figure herself out in being polyamorous. This is the second time this happened, though the first time was very short lived and didnt result in anything being learned really.

I would consider myself mono, but I'm not opposed to trying new things. If it means I can stay with her I am willing to try anything, especially since our bond is insanely tight. Im the first person she felt the breakup conversation should happen in person and she was sobbing right along with me, though with a bit more control of her language.

I really don't know what to expect, as I just sent the message saying I'd be willing to try it once we go over our boundaries and recover from this whole thing (Shes likely at work, so I dont expect a response for a few hours). Anyone who has some insight it would be really appreciated to share.

I'm really scared, since its hard for me to find people in town that I bond with this closely. I need that physical bond, online relationships just dont work for me. I guess as a silver lining, me crying this much is a sign the hrt is starting to take some effect ๐Ÿ˜…

-Nikki

[-] Nikki 46 points 3 months ago

just installed lineageos with root because of this, so thanks Google i guess

[-] Nikki 32 points 3 months ago

wtf are you even talking about wheres my egg memes

[-] Nikki 35 points 5 months ago

they saw all the fun words that queer people have and got jealous

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yay (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 6 months ago by Nikki to c/trans_joy

i take pictures every day usually, might upload here daily? idk

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the lebanese (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 7 months ago by Nikki to c/trans_joy
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girl dinner selfie (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 7 months ago by Nikki to c/trans_joy
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queer individuals (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 7 months ago by Nikki to c/trans_joy
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submitted 8 months ago by Nikki to c/trans_joy

therapy waiting room selfie yipee

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video game (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 9 months ago by Nikki to c/femcelmemes
[-] Nikki 26 points 9 months ago

girl dinner

[-] Nikki 48 points 10 months ago

pray for a day one unpatchable hardware exploit ๐Ÿ™

[-] Nikki 62 points 11 months ago

i don't get why its so hard for people to use the block function and move on, i was sick of hearing about dragonfucker the second i saw dragonfucker crying victim in every thread on my feed. other comments have outlined my feelings on neopronouns so i wont get knto that

it felt trolly and disingenuous the way that dragonfucker was going about it, so i used the block function because it was exhausting to look at. shouldn't be more complicated than that

[-] Nikki 34 points 1 year ago

it feels like everything is designed to funnel money into antidepressant distributors these days instead of actually solving why people are depressed

im sorry to hear that

[-] Nikki 37 points 1 year ago

honestly not everyone even wants to move up, ill gladly take a simple job if im paid enough to live and have enough free time and money to do the things that i really enjoy

its too bad that its always expected to strive to move up and take on bigger fish, when im happy where i am task wise

[-] Nikki 33 points 2 years ago

being born in a place where i am not genocided for being myself (yet)

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