[-] Nikki 1 points 6 minutes ago

good to hear, enjoy :)

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yes makeup pic! :D (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 2 hours ago* (last edited 2 hours ago) by Nikki to c/trans_joy

dad is getting me dinner tonight so I figured I can pretty up a bit

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no makeup pic :) (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 3 hours ago by Nikki to c/trans_joy

this chair is so fucking comfy holy shit

[-] Nikki 1 points 6 hours ago

never used it so no comment there

[-] Nikki 3 points 8 hours ago* (last edited 8 hours ago)

please make an attempt to get to the root of the problem prior to medicating yourself. from your post history you seem to have insecurities that hrt of any sort WILL NOT fix. take it from someone who had those insecurities before starting feminizing hrt, it doesn't fix deep cut mental issues.

as for how to get to that point, everyone is different, and most of us here aren't qualified to take on a task like that. we can help and point you the right direction, but we cant diagnose you and we cant always have the right questions to ask you.

blindly taking hrt without blood tests and good reason is a good way to fuck your hormonal cycles up hard, especially as a cis woman.

its easy to see trans women praise hrt for its feminizing effects and want to replicate their experience, but you need to keep the context attached to that. we are coming from years and years of the completely wrong hormones and being socialized for them. the end result is a product of genetics and how much work is being put in to retrain ourselves socially. the hrt is just a way to get those genetics to come out and help feel more comfortable in our skin

I'm not discounting what you may be going through, life hands out its worst cards sometimes. but without knowing what the problem actually is youre just gonna hurt your chances of solving it before feeling worse

i wish the best for you, and discomfort in your own body and mind is the worst, trust me. please seek more appropriate means of fixing what you need to

[-] Nikki 2 points 21 hours ago

no worries at all :) its your page, you get to choose when its too much for ya

[-] Nikki 2 points 23 hours ago

lol true flash whatever and get a laugh, but lineage is an amazing pick for stability once the fun is over

[-] Nikki 7 points 1 day ago

i have a pixel 1, I would just flash it with lineageos without gapps. any kind of visual Linux interface would struggle hard on it if it even exists, and grapheneos doesn't support anything older than the 6 AFAIK

[-] Nikki 7 points 1 day ago

bangs are the absolute best hairstyle ever looks amazing on you

[-] Nikki 7 points 1 day ago

lol that lamp was such an impulse purchase by my girlfriend. we found it at walmart

[-] Nikki 19 points 1 day ago

It went well! Looking like I'll be working for an aerospace company soon :)

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[-] Nikki 10 points 1 day ago

I LOVE PLUSHIESSSS

you look amazing :)

[-] Nikki 13 points 1 day ago

your feelings are justified!

[-] Nikki 21 points 2 days ago

update: I think it went well, they liked me and mentioned that people with a referral usually get the job lol :)

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bonus pics here too

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job interview tomorrow :) (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 3 days ago by Nikki to c/trans_joy

wish me luck! i shaved my body today so I feel more comfortable lol, hope I land this job it'd be way better than retail

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messy bun (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 3 days ago by Nikki to c/trans_joy

lesbian flanel too ya

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hi! (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 5 days ago by Nikki to c/trans_joy

this is the face of a girl who budgeted our finances properly this month :)

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did my makeup :D (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 1 week ago by Nikki to c/trans_joy

black and red my beloveds

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submitted 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago) by Nikki to c/trans_joy

she got me flowers last night and I started crying, nobody has ever gotten me flowers and ive always wanted that. its so cliché but wow that really made me feel so loved

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cool sweater (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 2 weeks ago by Nikki to c/trans_joy

my gf has the best clothes I'm glad we merged our wardrobes lol

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take your meds rule (i.imgur.com)
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submitted 2 weeks ago by Nikki to c/trans_joy

i can be emo too okay

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