yeah I am really fucking dumb sometimes

I kinda autismed my way into a date and I think I have an online girlfriend now???

I made a friend who is single who I met a couple days ago, and we were texting and she said that she's a barista or something so I asked if she would show me how to work the coffee machines in a VRChat world and she agreed.
She had to take her estrogen shot and it happened to be my estrogen day too so we both took out estrogen on a discord call together. Then we made matching strawberry iced drinks and were sitting together at a booth, we started chitchatting about jobs and college and stuff and how bad the state of computer science jobs are when she said "this isn't really the kinda thing that you're supposed to talk about on a date" jokingly. Then it hit me that you typically don't just take estrogen together and go to a Starbucks alone platonically.

long story short we ended up falling asleep together watching an anime
she's so pretty too, I genuinely have no idea how I managed to do this 😭😭

edit: come to think of it, she did ask me if I'm T4T (trans for trans) the other day...
she also is like an hour away from me too

https://slate.com/technology/2022/11/brain-development-25-year-old-mature-myth.html

the frontal lobe no longer changing / fully maturing by a certain age is basically a junk science myth

that's what drugs are for. I can be stupider

Just @ me next time

Akhtchuallt being self aware of own limitations is a sign of intelligence

It's liberating accepting you are not as smart as you thought.

The sad part is I am smart, but just being smart isn't that useful.

It's OK, growth mindset!

That’s not true, you’ll probably get a little dumber as you age. It’s a peak not a plateau

Do cars come with vanity ring lights now?

Akhtchuallt being self aware of own limitations is a sign of intelligence

If you can make that realization, you're not stupid enough. Drug harder.

That cost seems oddly oversized.

good news: I made an IQ test in my early 20s, and recently again 20 years later. was 1 point off.

of course, the first one i made after 4 hours sleep having been wasted and high on a party the evening before without breakfast, drove there in a trash heap car squeezed in with 4 others.

The second one was after 8 hours of sleep and a nice relaxing drive to the location through beautiful landscape.

Actually, I would say that realizing just how dumb you are is the beginning of becoming wise.

FAKE