[-] nekahat@hexbear.net 1 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

I'm mutilated and traumatized as a kid because of islam. My dick is desensitized and dried out and it will only get worse as I age.

I was forced to inject needles on my own dick because I wouldn't count as a REAL MAN otherwise. I have a photo of that exact moment with my shitty family clapping and as I did it with fear, disappointment and pain in my face if you want further proof. I was forced to dance afterwards because apparently it was something worth celebrating for my family.

I still bear those needle scars and they still feel unnatural and the entire thing was so sloppy I had to go through additional operations and it mentally fucked me up. In addition to that the circumciser was a semi celebrity back in the day and he used to SIGN DICKS with an additional minor scar. I have that as well.

I'm still crying at the shrink talking about it and my family still has zero empathy. I feel incomplete and I will for the rest of my life.

I was also forced to witness a healthy animal slaughtered and torn into pieces in the goriest way imaginable as a kid. The lamb absolutely knew what was going to happen. I remember everything including my aunt rejoicing about the "sacrifice" but I won't detail it any further and that experience will haunt me forever.

I cancelled my entire family because of that and more and they still have no clue why. Abusive shits. I'd love to have to wash my dick but I'm still grossed out when I look at it even decades later.

My sexuality was stunted for a long time afterwards and as a reaction to that I've gotten myself into dangerous situations like unprotected sex with dozens of sketchy people without even knowing their names and shit.

Fuck islam, fuck the pedophile muhammed and FUCK ALLAH, end of story. Maşallah my ass.

[-] nekahat@hexbear.net 15 points 1 year ago

Religion is all fun and games until they cut the tip of your dick off.

[-] nekahat@hexbear.net 3 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

While I can't possibly know how it is for you, hacking my 3DS was extremely frustrating and also took me several hours in addition to days of prior research because I was sure that I would fuck up at every step of a supposedly straightforward guide and sweating like a pickle didn't help either.

[-] nekahat@hexbear.net 12 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

While I'm upset that OP doesn't want to see hexbear posts, this is actually a good idea. It's practically impossible to block an instance's communities one by one. I just want to be able to filter them out from the "All" view. I have no issues with individual users' comments showing up. Federation is awesome but I'd like to have the tools to customize "All" to my liking. (edit: Alternatively consider adding another customizable view mode next to subscribed/local/all)

Also please consider the suggestion posted here: https://hexbear.net/comment/3744501

[-] nekahat@hexbear.net 18 points 1 year ago

I disagree. Not everyone has to be like you and people don't necessarily have to put up with harassment just because you would be ok with it yourself. I was also a fat kid and was made fun of. Do you think this would give me a free pass to publicly mock fat people, targeted or not? Also why would I be motivated to do so knowing it could possibly hurt someone?

[-] nekahat@hexbear.net 3 points 1 year ago

Lifting weights always felt risky and awkward for me so I prefer to lift myself instead with dips and pull ups. Also bands are underrated!

[-] nekahat@hexbear.net 25 points 1 year ago

I've been in a 10+ hour flight with 6 young children sitting next to and in front of me recently and It'd only make me look like an immature piece of shit if I were to complain because I have childhood memories about those kind of adults and that's all what I thought of them back then.

nekahat

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