I'm mutilated and traumatized as a kid because of islam. My dick is desensitized and dried out and it will only get worse as I age.

I was forced to inject needles on my own dick because I wouldn't count as a REAL MAN otherwise. I have a photo of that exact moment with my shitty family clapping and as I did it with fear, disappointment and pain in my face if you want further proof. I was forced to dance afterwards because apparently it was something worth celebrating for my family.

I still bear those needle scars and they still feel unnatural and the entire thing was so sloppy I had to go through additional operations and it mentally fucked me up. In addition to that the circumciser was a semi celebrity back in the day and he used to SIGN DICKS with an additional minor scar. I have that as well.

I'm still crying at the shrink talking about it and my family still has zero empathy. I feel incomplete and I will for the rest of my life.

I was also forced to witness a healthy animal slaughtered and torn into pieces in the goriest way imaginable as a kid. The lamb absolutely knew what was going to happen. I remember everything including my aunt rejoicing about the "sacrifice" but I won't detail it any further and that experience will haunt me forever.

I cancelled my entire family because of that and more and they still have no clue why. Abusive shits. I'd love to have to wash my dick but I'm still grossed out when I look at it even decades later.

My sexuality was stunted for a long time afterwards and as a reaction to that I've gotten myself into dangerous situations like unprotected sex with dozens of sketchy people without even knowing their names and shit.

Fuck islam, fuck the pedophile muhammed and FUCK ALLAH, end of story. Maşallah my ass.