sorry, but this news is a threat to even dragon porn
I usually put on a brave face here, but I must admit that I'm still a lil sad that I've never experienced a relationship; less for the sex and more for the connection. I don't truly know if anyone I've met in person has ever been into me (except for the person who gave me unwanted massages, but that isn't the same) >_<
Heavier stuff
I've never liked the idea of meeting people or doing things just for relationships. I'm not proactive in any way, as almost all of it feels desperate and scary. I don't like interacting with ulterior motives, and I get so uncomfortable when it comes time to flirt. On top of that socializing is so tiring, and I'm just not motivated enough to do more than the minimum. It's hard work, so it doesn't get done because I suck at doing things that I'm not motivated to do.
Being wanted online is something, but I still yearn more substantial experience. While I have learned to handle the shame, I can't help my feelings of loneliness. I can't fully fill that hole with family, friends, or online community. I'd probably want it again just as much if I did have it in the past, but at least I wouldn't be as scared. At least I'd understand more than unrequited feelings
There are states without billboards!?!? 😱
Inside of me?
A jack of all trades, but master of none...
Is often times better than a master of one :)
You are smart! You just probably have ADHD. I used to feel the same way, but I eventually realized that I really don't think like others. My approximate knowledge is limited, but I can still leverage it to actually have advantages compared to others.
Relevant:
There is no safety. No matter how wealthy you are, your house can be destroyed. No matter how much you diversify your portfolio, the economy could crash and send you back to square one. No matter what private army you pay, forces beyond your control can crush you like a bug.
Humans do not rule the world, and under capitalism, we don't even rule ourselves. We're ruled by profit motives more than any rich individual. No matter how much Musk or Trump try to play king, they're merely mortals riding the wave of economics and politics. We have no real gods, only chaos; no real masters, only thugs and bullies
I just remembered that c🤢nservatives actually want to ban pegging (sodomy)
"I'd vore you"
Love is when you appreciate and respect each other's quirks and idiosyncrasies <3
This is so cringe. I love it!
If it ain't produced by capitalism, it's "improvised" 🙄