[-] DarkAri 13 points 5 days ago* (last edited 5 days ago)

Get a job, a car, a good diet, and buy clothes and stuff. What you really want is independence and freedom. Once you have your own way things like transitioning are a bit easier. It's not difficult to make friends as a trans person even if you lose some old friends. People also don't care nearly as much when it starts to seem like you may live and you aren't being reckless about it. Their opinions don't matter anyways if you become independent.

I haven't been able to find hardly any good trans spaces anywhere, but I hang out online spaces that arent trans specific and I have a few irl friends.

You can be a girl when you want. If you don't feel safe coming out then just do it on your own time when you have privacy. It took a few years before I could come out because life is complicated.

[-] DarkAri 2 points 5 days ago
[-] DarkAri 2 points 6 days ago

Hmm idk I'm sure there is a way to find them if you can put some details together like time of birth, original name, hometown, stuff like that, idk.

[-] DarkAri 1 points 6 days ago

Ask one of their family members

[-] DarkAri 1 points 6 days ago

Yes. You seem really cool. Idk why I put the DMT reference in there. I don't do drugs or anything and never really have outside of weed.

I know it's what I want to do. Not just because I want to do it, but because I already am and always was a lady. Of course I am because why would anyone want to be the other gender if they weren't already? Either way, to heck with gender! Humans have really not done well in history. I know much of that was sort of necessary in some ways, but human history is a history of exploitation and terrorism and brainwashing. Even if I die in my transition I will die happy and unafraid. Even if most people don't understand me, they don't understand me anyways but, at least now I understand myself. When I admired I was trans 4 years ago. I have found a deep happiness from it that hasn't went away since then.

I hope your dreams come true and the world is kind to you...

[-] DarkAri 2 points 6 days ago

I have no idea what mine is, but Im a bit scared of boobs because I'm trying to pass as both. I'm a bit older and have a job and stuff, but I have been making moves to set me up for the future in case things go south.

Honestly the longer you take them the more affect you will see in everyway, so if something about the transition bothers you, just know that in a year it will be better.

My favorite and unexpected thing by far have been the changes to my mind. I never really considered it. It feels like a huge upgrade from the guy hormones. I feel so calm. I love it.

To me hrt was like DMT a bit as in, you really don't realize what you are getting into until the moment you do it and it hits you. I realized that where drugs target a neurotransmitter system, this hormone was affecting not only every part of my body but also the epigenetic expression of probably nearly every protein in my body.

I kind of was a bit confused about the how trans am I really? thing... I felt like an imposter a bit. I knew it wasn't a fetish because I have always felt like a girl on the inside but when I started it I realized that I really was a woman. On a deep biological level. Not just in my personality and my style preferences, and in the people I admired, and the way I acted without a filter, but like the deep alignment i felt the day I put estrogen in my body. I realized quickly that I wasn't faking it. That I really was a woman because for the first time in my life I felt and acted normal. My brain just worked. My energy was stable, as my emotions were as well. I felt good. Complacent. Beautiful.

Idk I'm glad you found yourself. I hope I can make friends in the future in my local area. I'm basically reliving entire phases of my life rn trying to just be myself and be normal like I never could do earlier. I'm glad there are millions of trans people now. People used to misunderstand us more but I think the future will be positive, and this time when the anti gay angle does I don't think it will come back again.

Another cool thought. People think we are weird but I actually think we are the normal ones. I think we are normal humans. I think humans are just fluid and andro typically and are like geysers of pure creativity and form and individual art. I think humans are supposed to not care about their gender and gender was never really meant to be anything other than different sexual organs and personality and stuff. Guys were always meant to be cute and girls were meant to just be less intense versions of cute guys. Idk tho.

[-] DarkAri 55 points 2 weeks ago

Well nothing about them is elite. They are just criminals.

[-] DarkAri 56 points 4 weeks ago

I wouldn't buy rockstar products anyways, they are terrible and intentionally break Linux support.

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submitted 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) by DarkAri to c/linux@lemmy.ml

This was made for mobian with phosh. Not sure if it will work on other distros. You can always install a dct tool to decompile it and hand copy the opp-tables for the CPU and GPU or something for yours if this doesn't work.

This is also overclocked from 1.15 to 1.3 ghz on the CPU, and the GPU from the stock 4xx to 540 mghz. This was stable on my device even with the undervolt. This also adds some lower steps so the CPU can drop down to 200 mghz.

This overclock is a medium undervolt so it may or may not work. I highly recommend installing towboot, so you can boot the phone in mass storage mode in case it doesn't work. Back up your old .dtc file first so if it doesn't work, you can copy the old one back. It's in the boot partition under the allwinner folder a few folders in. You will see many files and one called sun50i-a64-pinephone-1.2.dts. You need to back up this file to your PC and rename the downloaded file to this by removing everything after the last dot.

On Linux I had to use the terminal to copy since it detects the boot directory of the pinephone as a root directory. File managers don't want to copy to it.

I couldn't change the memory clocks because that requires a lot of extra work. Mobian however comes with decent memory clocks around 540 mghz.

These overclocks help out the pinephone alot. Especially the GPU. It usually doesn't thermal throttle with this setup, and probably gets better battery life. Mobian is by far the distro I like the most I tried two or three. In addition to having the memory overclock out of the box, which the pine phone really needs, the phosh UI is fairly decent on the pinephone. I get a few days of standby battery life. I will release my own fork of mobian with the overclocks when I get it Inca more complete state. Currently working on implementing hardware acceleration for video decode. The pine phone only has a couple years of life left as networks in the U.S are moving away from 4G.

If you have any issues, chatGPT can probably help. I used it to find my way around the tools and files I needed to do this. I used an online hex convertor to create the voltage tables. The GPU performance with this is not terrible.

I played Minecraft java edition 1.7.10, with the lowest settings and 3 block render distance at 8-12 FPS. I can probably do some tweaks to improve this significantly. Installing a few mods like fast craft, lowering the resolution away from native, switching the java 8 from java 21. I just haven't had the chance yet. I did this by installing prism launcher. If anyone's is interested I will make a lightweight mod pack eventually with some tweaks to hopefully get this to 24 FPS and add a lot of cool little mods to add stuff. That is my goal. I might have to use 1 chunk render distance.

Feel free to hit me up or ask any questions if you feel like doing your own pinephone overclocking.

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submitted 1 month ago by DarkAri to c/mildlyinteresting@lemmy.world

This is the Riitek 06, Bluetooth, backlight, and usb-C rechargable. Pretty cool and can fit in my pocket. This is the older version, but the new one is about the same price $20 but has RGB backlights. The trackpad is nice and the build quality is nice. People say that the battery lasts a while, around 40 hours of more of use, over 100-150 days of standby, and charging seems to take about an hour and a half.

[-] DarkAri 38 points 2 months ago

We have a literal child running our military, we might honestly want to get ready for any shit China or Russia or Iran might try to pull while we have our pants down.

[-] DarkAri 49 points 2 months ago

Tik tok will die and become a cesspit of far right people. Honestly just a way to burn billions of dollars in a year.

[-] DarkAri 59 points 2 months ago

*Before the U.S assassinated their democratic secular leader who didn't want foreign companies owning all their resources so the people in their own country weren't dirt poor like Africa.

[-] DarkAri 96 points 2 months ago

I hate how maga people call themselves patriots. They are the most unamerican people ever. Everything they stand for is in direct opposition to the America ideals.

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