it seems to be a generational thing. that generation which is old now isnt radicalized like some of the younger folks will be by that age.
noooo that's cute please continue and find a happier goth girl
pick me! i practiced earlier being really horny uwu
love you violet.. and you have inspired me to wanna post. i hope i do, but I'll never be prolific and whorrific as you
no, actually just better customer service
about 1 year in, estradiol valerate 0.2 mL im weekly, Spironalactone 2x daily, started progesterone about 9 months in.
it wasn't long before i felt tenderness in my breasts, maybe 6 weeks. grew to B cups then progesterone has really made them fill out more and still gaining, on the light side of C currently. i decided to weight cycle using cheese (i love cheese) and that worked out pretty well, i gained about 30 lbs permanently (in all my favorite places).
i also decided to really try to eat healthy other than being a cheese monster, went mostly vegetarian and worked out about 2x or 3x weekly just legs and core.
I started a bit later in life, at 31 but I identify as NB so its fine. I do still get a lot of confusion though I like being able to tone it up or down with clothes as a determining factor.
People treat me differently now, in good ways and bad ways. I am about 1000% more emotional, for better and for worse. I personally love that i get upset enough that i can cry over dumb stuff like missing someone or being TOO HAPPY. The crying got much worse with progesterone, but it isn't a lasting sadness, it's acute. to the point that I'll be crying and logically know that there's nothing to feel that strongly about, but the physical reaction happens anyways. my wife thinks it's been really therapeutic for me, probably euphoria related mostly.
uhhh what else, idk but it was a great choice. take your time, hang out with people that actually care about you and don't waste time on anyone that brings you down.
more women want to date me now because i present as a femboy. it's hilarious, but understandable. they feel safer around me generally and appreciate makeup/style choices and my higher attention on emotions which i learned through the queer community.
Hey! I wanted to weigh in about this because I did experience what others might call "increased attraction to men". I was already dabbling and at least bi, but hetero romantic. always was with women but this change deliberately coincided with me trying out men and being more comfortable with being pansexual. I'm still with my wife, find her even more attractive because she still loves me and supports me! but i do enjoy men a lot more now too, but i think that was always there and i was repressing it to fit social expectations. that changed with HRT because i was subverting multiple expectations at the same time, like i gave up trying to mask.
:3
After 1 year, not out officially. They both pointed out some physical changes and have not pressed the issue when i was a brick wall about the topic. They used to both make crude anti-queer jokes occasionally and that kinda stopped.. My friends that I consider family are incredibly supportive! One day I might come out to my parents, but I don't feel like I owe it to them and I just don't like them much for about a decade now so it's not a huge loss!
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deviantfemboi
joined 1 year ago
but we haven't tried yet