Ritalin made me feel miserable and paranoid

Who visits you in your dreams?

The levels of willful ignorance

Well, same as the nintendo switch but with more power and desktop capabilities, gaming on the go is is awesome. Also it can be incredibly cheap for a portable machine that runs elden ring

Miquella

Wrong, at least in most primates a social web around the child formed from the parents, kin, and fellows is evolutionary advantageous

Dropout and MeansTV

Dropout is a mostly improv streaming service, very high quality entertainment and a chemistry between performers only seen between people who love each other, it's like watching a friend group of very prepared comedians. It's about 6 bucks a month and password sharing is encourages

MeansTv is a worker owned streaming service aiming to provide information and entertainment tailored for a class conscious audience, it's mostly documentaries but they're really good and i've seen many ideas from all the left spectrum, it's about 10 bucks a month

Everyone wants to be israel

I don't want you to die. I feel that need too, the escape that looks like the best solution. But i don't really want to die either. I want things to change around me, i want justice in this world. I want freedom, the real one. Returning to nonexistence is not the same freedom, because you can't feel it. You can't feel satisfied for having written a simple poem expressing your pain, just to yourself. You can't feel proud for going on anothef day. You can't feel nostalgic for the fears of the past. You can't feel worried for a stranger who feels similar pain to you, miles and miles away. Even that is something I'd rather not lose, even if worry it's not considered a so called "positive" emotion

It might seem like you can't feel those things today either, but that's temporary. You have time, and you have needs. Stay true to your needs, honor them, and don't be afraid if you inadvertently discomfort someone chasing them, even if that's yourself. Time + truth = Victory Know what you want, know its value, and escaping will become the last thing you'll ever want.

I hope reading this might help you, writing it is helping me, so thank you for giving me this opportunity, our pain is the fertile ground in which hope can sprout

Eggs are bird periods

Maybe it was a solidarity laugh, like "lol i've done that too"