not really trans related but wanna ask transfemmes
my muscles are shit especially on face, no assymetry (dropping to jaw, deeping midface, movements too strong and sharp, brow muscles dropping too, scalp muscle becoming hypermovable, mouth worst of worst, masseters muscles becoming strong and lead to TMJ issues, face expressions hard to control)
shoulders and neck are tensed as hell too, arms too, spine too, sometimes painful, increased sweating, increased sensory sentivity
sometimes get better by itself but for a short period
tried tolperisone which said psychiatrist - get very hell since first pill
tried selfmedicate with tizanidine - worked on first 2mg pill, on start was VERY GOOD (2mg/2x) but then stopped, then (2mg/3x) not really helped, then (4mg/3x) started helping again, after some days is again insane shit(i developing tolerance too fast? halflife is sad 3 hour)
psychiatrist dont wanna help me at all
going to neurologist potentially dangerous and probably get russo-soviet false-science treatment again
tizanidine only available true science muscle relaxant medication, baclofen is on very very strong prescribtion blank, nobody prescribe it to especially minor, even to my wheelchair 63 yo grandma they are very very hard tried to deny low dose pregabalin prescribtion(we have 75mg 30pills now, try to take atleast to soften sertraline withdrawal? with stopping tiza too becayse soo much CNS depressants), benzos are same, from gabas only phenibut on soft prescribtion but its very shit, clonidine same
on testosterone was much much worse yeah and nonstop, now is sometimes good sometimes ok sometimes very shit
now taking(slowly tapering) sertraline 150mg -> 125mg few days
my CNS, brain was very very very fucked before((((( so probably i have some sort of CPTSD, brain damage (i am AuDHD too)
brain MRI is pretty okay
some bloodwork shit are always super normal
hormones is 220pg E2, 1 nmol T, 186 pg/ml DHT(ELISA method), shbg 150 nmol due awful gel spikes)
possibly neuroleptic syndrome?
this what shit i forcefully bumped at different times(conversion therapy):
also is possible thats is body armoing from CPTSD
Seconded