Haven't read all of the other comments or seen your hormone levels but your doc starting you on 200mg spiro is diabolical, i started on 50 and most start between 50-100. everyone is different so maybe you need that much but i'd talk to your doc about that.
As for the actual question, it took me like 8-10 weeks and ymmv. I also started on 4mg estradiol/day rather than 2. Also make sure you're eating enough for fat redistribution. You'll get there girl, don't worry.
mainly because i'm a pistons fan lmao. 30 wins above last season is nothing to scoff at either. i honestly think it's a toss up though.
ah ur right
I think you fear hypothetical hate crimes and hypothetical regret more than your current very real misery. Refusing to let yourself live a life as yourself because of what might happen isn't healthy.
Judging by your replies in this thread, you aren't in an extremely dangerous area. I'm not sure where you live so I can't say for certain, but there are queer people everywhere and before giving up hope entirely I'd look into what the queer community looks like in your area, irl or online. I live in a small town in the US with a lot of conservatives but I know at least a few queer people, and I've been medically transitioning for over a year now. It's easier said than done of course but I think you should at least try; repressing yourself is only going to make you feel worse.
Regardless of what labels you find fit you best too, you should try to become the person you enjoy being the most. Whether that involves looking into HRT or presenting more feminine (which it seems you've started doing), or whatever you'd like, I think you should be yourself, regardless of what others might think. It's not a commitment either, you can decide something's not for you at any time.
i don't watch much so here's a top 5 instead:
aaron gordon now haliburton, these playoffs have been crazy