overview for Xea

[-] Xea 8 points 7 months ago

* doses to pseudopregnancy levels of estradiol

"I'll show you!!! >:("

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created a community for harmreduction purposes (self.tranarchism)

submitted 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago) by Xea to c/tranarchism

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Hiiii my fellow anarchist cuties! :333, are you also all good citizins like me who would never take chemicals which make you happy because some 70yo wrote that I shouldn't on a piece of paper?, incase you are instead a bad person, come join us!

I just wanted to make people aware that I created a Harmreduction community on this instance(!harmreduction@lemmy.blahaj.zone) because I really think its something we need here, many queer people are turning to drugs, personally, I know more friends who are on “hard drugs” than are not, so I wanted to make a space on this instance for people to safely talk about harmreduction, reddit can be quite toxic and I feel the atmosphere here might be alot better and the people giving advice might be alot more informed already.

If you feel you can advice people, need advice or just occasionally enduldge, please join!

Also I am always there for anybody who needs advice, I am an intravenous polydrug user, amateur chemist, know a decent bit about injecting hormones right and even though I have puppy eyes, I don’t bite :)

... I also happen to be an economically neutral anarchist if that help :3

Lots of love!, Xea

created a community for harmreduction purposes by Xea in c/trans

[-] Xea 6 points 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago)

Thank you alot for this great bit of advice!, I do have to say while getting information from reddit and lemmy is not ideal, you also can't expect the average drug user to read papers and its not like the mainstream media/authorities/or schools are providing atequate harmreduction information

ps: if there is any bit of information/resource I should add anywhere, feel free to tell me!

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created a community for harmreduction purposes (self.lgbtq_plus)

submitted 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago) by Xea to c/lgbtq_plus

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Im really sorry for spamming this wonderful community, Please don’t be mad at me for wasting space in your thread 🥺

I just wanted to make people aware that I created a Harmreduction community on this instance(!harmreduction@lemmy.blahaj.zone) because I really think its something we need here, many queer people are turning to drugs, personally, I know more friends who are on “hard drugs” than are not, so I wanted to make a space on this instance for people to safely talk about harmreduction, reddit can be quite toxic and I feel the atmosphere here might be alot better and the people giving advice might be alot more informed already.

If you feel you can advice people, need advice or just occasionally enduldge, please join!

Also I am always there for anybody who needs advice, I am an intravenous polydrug user, amateur chemist, know a decent bit about injecting hormones right and even though I have puppy eyes, I don’t bite :)

Lots of love!, Xea

created a community for harmreduction purposes by Xea in c/mtf

[-] Xea 6 points 7 months ago

Thank you so much! <333, didn't know how to link a community '^^

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created a community for harmreduction purposes (self.trans)

submitted 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago) by Xea to c/trans

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Im really sorry for spamming this wonderful community, Please don’t be mad at me for wasting space in your thread 🥺

I just wanted to make people aware that I created a Harmreduction community on this instance(!harmreduction@lemmy.blahaj.zone) because I really think its something we need here, many trans people are turning to drugs, personally, I know more friends who are on “hard drugs” than are not, so I wanted to make a space on this instance for people to safely talk about harmreduction, reddit can be quite toxic and I feel the atmosphere here might be alot better and the people giving advice might be alot more informed already.

If you feel you can advice people, need advice or just occasionally enduldge, please join!

Also I am always there for anybody who needs advice, I am an intravenous polydrug user, amateur chemist, know a decent bit about injecting hormones right and even though I have puppy eyes, I don’t bite :)

Lots of love!, Xea

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created a community for harmreduction purposes (self.mtf)

submitted 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago) by Xea to c/mtf

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Im really sorry for spamming this wonderful community, Please don't be mad at me for wasting space in your thread 🥺

I just wanted to make people aware that I created a Harmreduction community on this instance(!harmreduction@lemmy.blahaj.zone) because I really think its something we need here, many trans people are turning to drugs, personally, I know more friends who are on "hard drugs" than are not, so I wanted to make a space on this instance for people to safely talk about harmreduction, reddit can be quite toxic and I feel the atmosphere here might be alot better and the people giving advice might be alot more informed already.

If you feel you can advice people, need advice or just occasionally enduldge, please join!

Also I am always there for anybody who needs advice, I am an intravenous polydrug user, amateur chemist, know a decent bit about injecting hormones right and even though I have puppy eyes, I don't bite :)

Lots of love!, Xea

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[-] Xea 4 points 7 months ago

No worries!, considering the way I wrote it, I was already afraid that people would interpret it that way.

Although it still hurts and makes me sick to my stomach to think about.

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[-] Xea 4 points 7 months ago

thank you!

you should continue to assess the beliefs you hold

hm, I mean, after my libertarian phase, I shifted into individualist anarchism before I ultimately stopped giving a fuck about politics since there is nothing I can change.

A while afterwards I was still experiencing thoughts of self tought about my identity due to the things people I had looked up to were spouting but thankfully these thoughts left.

what kind of believes do you think I should watch out for?

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[-] Xea 6 points 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago)

Oh I left so many twists of this journey out, because this is already rant enough :')

Thank you!, that is a nice way to think of it <3

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[-] Xea 14 points 7 months ago

Thank you, hearing that helps <3

and I would love some internet hugs :3

* hugs

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still waiting for the first post... (self.PatientGamers)

submitted 1 year ago by Xea to c/PatientGamers@kbin.social

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Discussion: making friends by Xea in c/transprogrammer

[-] Xea 9 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

for the small amount of advice I do have.

It always helps to be directly approaching people, a significant amount of people will positively react to being directly contacted, so fear really isn't warented

advice for people in berlin: write me!!! * puppy eyes *.... also there is a hackerspace called afra which is to a significant part queer, I go there regularly and the people are nice, its just hard for me to actually make friends/interact with people there because of the before mentioned sensory issues

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Discussion: making friends (lemmy.blahaj.zone)

submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by Xea to c/transprogrammer

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Hyia! <3

This is a topic which has been a big issue in my life for the past years, so I wanted to start a thread for advice on making friendships, specifically for more nerdy trans people, any advice is welcome! <3, maintaining friendships is just as important as making them!, just don't drop the obvious like "join groups related to your interests", unless you want to make people aware of any.

bonus points if you have advice for people with strong sensory issues(that would be me ;-;) or social anxiety, who are unable to interact properly in groups

If You're Like Me... by Xea in c/transprogrammer

[-] Xea 6 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

Im happy to say, I have zero proper security practices, 90% of my machines run as root >:3 also CONFIG_MULTIUSER=N is something I have done, so I funny enough cannot relate

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I made a community Matrix Space! (matrix.to)

submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by Xea to c/transprogrammer

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Hyia everybody! <3

I made a matrix space for this community on my homeserver, for a more leaned back way to chat, If you are interested, stop by and say hi <3

https://matrix.to/#/%23transprog:socki.moe

sorry to everybody who tried before and was greated by an empty space :(, seams dendrite doesn't support room discovery over federation, I added a room list to the space description and invitied everybody who had joined the space!

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Discussion: trans-programmer workplaces (lemmy.blahaj.zone)

submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by Xea to c/transprogrammer

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Hyia!

I have already mentioned how "nice" it is to be a trans girl in a small legacy software company, so unless anybody wants that I will not go into detail.

but I would love to hear others experiences or advice <3, positive or negative, what kind of company do you work at?, how is your experience?

infodumps welcome!

Lots of love <3, Xea

don't think about it by Xea in c/transprogrammer

[-] Xea 5 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

hihi, kind of ironic :,) , which is why I decided to switch away from them, but back then I couldn’t resist the tempation of using such a mail, also… isn’t the cock.li mascot just adorable!!! <333 >w<

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don't think about it (lemmy.blahaj.zone)

submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by Xea to c/transprogrammer

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I might have caved on a shared repo or two :3

Encoding video is cool and all but... by Xea in c/transprogrammer

[-] Xea 8 points 1 year ago

hihi~

im embarrassed how long it took me to understand your joke and I still knew the handbreak logo :,)

also that picture is cute <333, maybe community picture material?

Stop forcing food on me by Xea in c/autism@lemmy.world

[-] Xea 4 points 1 year ago

Yeah and I absolutely can't, I have been forced, which has been quite painful, although now adays that doesn't happen but people just pressure me, and if I can't, I get lines like "children in africa are starving", I have heard that one alot

Oh, don't worry, I have a couple more balanced comfort foods, that was just some hyperbelly :)

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Project Show off: Binfetch(comes with trans colors by default :3) (lemmy.blahaj.zone)

submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by Xea to c/transprogrammer

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https://github.com/Im-0xea/binfetch

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Introduction! (self.transprogrammer)

submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by Xea to c/transprogrammer

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Hyia!

I didn't find a space for us nerdy trans people on blahaj.zone, so I thought I might aswell create one and see who shows up :)

This place is not associated with r/transprogrammer, seams they have not made any moves to lemmy, and I didn't expect them to.

Feel free to post anything Programming or Trans related, doesn't need to be both, show off your Projects!, introduce yourself, or just banter about life as a trans programmer.

As for personal introductions,

Im Xea, trans girly with a love for C, gas asm and generally everything OS devy / low level, I work for a legacy software company, where it seams whether or not Im valid is a political question and not a question of basic human decency, enough crying.

Thanks for reading! <3

ps: if anybody has any better ideas for the community picture, they would be much appreciated, while the rustacean is cute <333, Its not that general to programming, heck I have never touched rust :,)

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Stop forcing food on me (lemmy.blahaj.zone)

submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by Xea to c/autism@lemmy.world

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