I talk like that in real life.
I play a lot of table top role playing games, so maybe that's why, but we exist.
This is sensible.
So, you are on the right track to assert that the only person that can say you are trans is you. At best, we can give you things to think about.
First, you focus on your body, and mention your weight as unsatisfying. If you lost a bunch of weight and worked out every day, what would make you happier? A muscular, masculine body? With big shoulders and strong arms and thighs? Or would you preferred a smaller, athletic, feminine body? That still had some fat in your breasts and butt?
Would you like a soft feminine face? Or a handsome, masculine face?
If that doesn't make it obvious, what about relationships? Would you like be your parents son? Or their daughter? Would you rather be a girlfriend? Or a boyfriend? If you get married, would you like to be the bride? Or the groom?
If you have children someday, would you be comfortable as their dad? Or their mother?
"Neither" is also an option. Maybe you are non binary or agender.
I hope this helps you to consider what you want for yourself. None of these questions can 100% guarantee you are trans, but each can offer evidence one way or the other.
I went through a long process of deprogramming myself. I started by allowing myself to giggle. It never ends, but how it's going is hormones replacement therapy and a second round of laser hair removal.
"data scrapers are making our site unusable!"
Peoceeds to pre emptively make the site unusable.
I wish you a swift and easy move.
Some distance might wake them up about you.
My dad fell out of my life a couple decades ago and hasn't made much effort to be a part of it since.
I think it's great that you are spending time to learn about your daughter's.... Queer forrunners? Whatever we are to her.
Truly, I hope she doesn't really need us. Supportive parents gives her the best chance for that, I think. I hope that by the time she is leaving school and building her own life and identity, being trans is just a tiny part of her, and barely even noticable, because the fear and the barriers that we face today have fallen away.
I hope she learns about trans day of remembrance from a history book, because we don't need to hold it anymore.
I doubt it, but I so desperately hope that's the world she grows up to explore.
I hear so many times, and have experiences it myself, where families are cool with gay and trans people right until their child comes out, and suddenly it's not OK and they start making excuses.
It's just.... Shit. Why would they be so nasty?
It's just..... Exhausting.
Every year I go farther to the left, and become more educated on queer stuff.
I doubt I will ever "gow out of it." I'm a married lesbian. My wife and I want to grow old together.
I wish you peace and happiness, whatever that means to you.
It's pretty amazing to come to understand yourself. I remember my first year fondly. I wish you great success in your transition.
I hope to find many good memories here. Or at least a few snorts.