Same here! I shy away from people (especially men) because I have this thing that I think if I look at them wrong or in the eyes they’ll freak out on me. So I mostly look at the floor, and jam out to the music in my head while in public. Might look weird but I don’t care about that.

More to the point but adding onto this: I find that people who are out of their minds insufferable. Like, they got drunk or whatever and forget how to even fake being a nice person. A little drinky drink is fine … for some people. Also I might have an occasional drink but when I feel out of control of my thoughts and actions, freaks me out. So no drugs for me, but more power to you if that’s your thing. I’ll just be over here…away from you (no offense )