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That literal egg I painted back in therapy, years before understanding who I am (piefed.cdn.blahaj.zone)

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Hey girls!

Seems Vivian motivated me to share this after all :3

Can't believe I painted this back in addiction therapy years ago. Had no idea who I was, no real idea what trans actually means. According to the report one of my stupid goals was to actually flesh out my male persona, which didn't feel complete for some reason, goddamn.

Guess what's hidden under it :3

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[-] Eskarina@piefed.blahaj.zone 8 points 1 day ago

Awww, please ping me if you ever get around to sharing it, sounds real interesting. What more could I wish for than my painting encouraging others to talk and share :3.

Wish you all the best in leaving that toxic place! That's been one of the most important steps for me to finally get to find myself.

Art has sadly been a rather fleeting thing for me, really only made 2 pieces I feel something for. And a bunch of pencil drawings, mostly for the craft, though. Was pretty obsessed with drawing women, for some reason, hmmmm.

Oh, I've started journaling in 2016, haven't dared to read through it yet, probably gonna be cringe as shit. Before that I only got memories.

this post was submitted on 21 Aug 2026

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