You don't have to be goth all the time. It's actually cool to have different styles. To me goth is not really about clothing it's more about not giving into the conformist society where everyone tries to project purity. You can actually be goth just by doing your own thing. Not letting others tell you how to live and how to dress. Rejecting their judgment. Spitting it back into their face. As a stylistic choice it's very cool. My favorite. I identify a lot with death and demons and dark things. I always have. I don't dress goth all the time though and I do it my own way. I don't want tattoos or anything. I don't lack baggy clothing. Instead I still like to be attractive and stuff. Just wearing my darkness proudly. Being cute but also rejecting the idea that I need to try and appear as if in better than others. I can be attractive for myself and those who actually get me and like me. I see the way people try to be like everyone else and look like them as one of the worst tragedies of humanity. Maybe it's because I have a very artistic soul. I want to express myself. That is often black and spikecore but other times it might be colorful and lively.