I left a new friendship real fast because he said, "I take pleasure in mocking my friends."

And I told him, "I'm not interested in that level of immaturity" and he texts me every few months with random YouTube videos left on seen.

I'm too old for this shit.

I think you might need better mates. Unless the things you're doing is kicking dogs.

if they're gonna do that why are you hanging out with these people

I never could quite understand how to describe the experience of "clicking" or "meshing" with someone. Now I realize its got to do with the mutual ability to differentiate between communication from an emotional thought and that from a logical thought.

When I'm not clicking with someone they're probably regularly misattributing and applying the opposed source of communication and acting on it. When someone assigns an emotional thought to the logic bin it feels like backstabbing, like the thought is weaponized against me while I was being vulnerable.

Anyways, that's why i talk to you as little as possible Steve.