Unions are weak here and they are impossible corrupt. I worked with the operating engineers and ibew. Both had the dumbest people I have ever worked with. The job was not difficult but the bitch ass whining, back stabbing, negativity, and gossip were intolerable nonsense. People have no lives in that environment. The only thing that matters is no sticking out, and always showing up no matter how bad things are. It does not matter if it will kill you or everyone else by showing up for work or doing some job. March to your death or get fired and blacklisted by the union hall.
We just need to mine the near earth m-type asteroids. You won't like it though. The first entity that successfully mines any m-type will own more rare heavy mineral resource wealth than humans have accessed in the entire Holocene. Everything about wealth is redefined in that moment. The system of wealth hierarchy is meaningless. Resource scarcity is a bad joke, and there is more wealth available for space infrastructure and megastructures than anything humans have ever created on the planetary gravity prison of Earth. Getting a ride off of this gravity prison will become the primary issue. Centuries from now the vast majority of humans live in O'Neill cylinders in cislunar space. In that era, primitive wealth hierarchy no longer exists, complexity marches on, but new struggles emerge.
I was in the hospital after a swollen spleen in 2009. I had a bunch of problems at the time, and I was 350 pounds. The picture for this account was one of my last races before the crash that broke my neck and back. I was around 190 pounds at the time, in 2013. The reason I got to 350 was because of a similar struggle throughout my late teens and twenties.
You are still a kid, IIRC, under 25 โ the actual age of cognitive maturity. People don't talk about this enough, but it is a hard time for cognitive development as you navigate deeper logic and the meanings of systems you took for granted. No one ever told me about this. It is okay to discover the limitations of those around you. You are allowed to be smarter than them and discover the differences about yourself. You family has limitations too.
There are a great number of personality types in the world. Nearly all in the spectrum have opposing traits that other have and are incompatible. There is no such thing as a simple dichotomy of smart and stupid. Everyone is stupid in some contexts and that is okay.
A lot of the late stage logical growth involves your self awareness in conjunction with others. If you channel this awareness, you may learn to see the world from multiple perspectives. Try to step into your parent's perspective and really think about it. Try to make their arguments for them and better than them. Picture yourself in their experience, with their finances. What are their motivations, emotionally. Does this overpower their logic. Do they lack fundamental logic skills, do you. Picture what would need to change to make them happy and be honest. If it is something like stereotypical honor culture, then frame your dialog around that. People want to hear a plan. In reality, all social interactions are a performance. The art is telling the person what they want to hear in ways that furthers your objectives.
I spent most of the last two days miserable on a heating pad for my fucked up back. It was very depressing. This is me right now. I just got back from my hour of riding a physical therapy routine. I'm procrastinating the pain of dragging myself up stairs, but sitting upright and just ultimately making the issue worse while I write this. Exercise is the primary form of accessible endorphins. Use this as a means to survive. Start small. Get out of the house and go for a walk now. Like right now. Seriously. Right now. Just do it and stop whining. You can. Do it! When you get back, it will barely, if at all, maybe feel a little better. Turn it into a routine like an intentional coping mechanism. This is how you actually get your hormonal balance back and start making a difference. No one gains the weight or gets depressed because of one stupid meal or one bad day. It is actually the result of a feather on the scale of unlucky or bad decisions. All you actually need to do is move the feather to the other side of the balance. It is not about flipping a switch and suddenly feeling better. It is about a tiny but persistent change. I think I read somewhere that less than 5% of morbidly obese people manage to lose the weight and keep it off for over a decade. There is a similar statistic for people that overcome the religion of their birth. I have done both. This is the mindset that pulled me up out of that mess I was in.

Remember, no permanent solutions to temporary problems! Years or even decades are only temporary.
I'm in tremendous pain all the time. I've been in near total social isolation for a decade. It sucks, and things are never going to get better for me, but I still have fun and explore in my own ways. You are my friend, my connection to the outside world, my digital neighbor. Things will get better for you. Just move that feather to the other side. Get out and walk. Quit eating anything that contains milk and your appetite will fade drastically after around 3 weeks. The drugs they give cattle make it through to the milk. That is just something I know by experimentation and heuristics, but cannot prove. Cut all your meals in half, one at a time. You will be surprised at how it makes no real difference. The feeling of hunger is not even related to blood sugar at all, it is literally all based on habit. If you do endurance athletics like riding a bike very long distances, you eventually find what real hunger is like. It is called hitting the wall and it is nothing like what most people experience. You will have no blood sugar left and it is instantaneous. You'll go from pedaling at 20 miles per hour just feeling a little empty to 3 MPH, time slows down, you get disorientated tunnel vision, you can barely balance, and every pedal stroke feels like the end of the world worth of effort. It is CRAZY hard to keep going, and you will be desperate for calories. That is real hunger. Everything else is just habits.
Go for that walk now dude. I really do care. I'm not just saying it.
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Looks like there are no problems with kernels scanned from around 2021.
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Like Mr Rogers closet for teachers.
pP! haha!
It is not at all about that. This spurious nonsense is how you destroy a real democracy. I expect people to be a better fucking parent and talk to their kids. While at the same time, sexuality is a natural part of the human experience. Maslow's Hierarchy of human needs is admissible in court while Puritan fuckwit doctrine and dogmatic bipolar populism is not. The same people have a pedo convicted rapist as a president. Dogma is blind to truth and reality. Dogma is authoritarian. Dogma is fascist.
There is no morality here. The only two scientifically relevant ages are puberty defining sexual maturity and cognitive development at around the age of 25. The age of 18 is only selected as the age when male children are large enough to carry the kit of mass murder orgies into battle. It is the earliest age because they lack the cognitive development and logic skills to think for themselves. That is some truly monstrous and sadistic shit. Attaching sexuality to that age is insane nonsense.
Nothing about real democracy is pretty. It is not made to your image of ideal. You have a right to be wrong, a requirement to be skeptical, and a right to all information, and a right to dissent in all nonviolent forms. So does everyone else. The state has the right to seek restitution if you cause substantive harm to another. That is fucking ugly and offensive, get the fuck over it. No one is causing you substantive harm. Kids are not your slaves and the government is not here to be the parent. As a kid, I could and did draw my own porn. Your spurious dystopia is authoritarian trash.
I think personality compatibility has more to do with that relationship. I have very little emotional empathy, but plenty of cognitive empathy. I do not have narcissism like my parents and I am capable of independent thought and questioning dogma. All of this is totally incompatible with my family.
I don't talk to my folks because everything is negative feedback and sadism.
Fuck these fascists

I was raised in a cult like religion and escaped it. I must now coexist with some of its believers or it will inevitably result in my homelessness and death.
The only two ways to combat dogmatic tribalism are either from within by infiltration, gaining trust, and leading, or by stimulating general curiosity and self growth in individuals. As a person grows, they will naturally question dogma.
Dogma is totally blind to all information sources from outside of the tribe. No amount of logic or emotions will override the tribal barriers of this collective dogma. In fact, opposition of any kind is a form of caring and serves to reinforce the tribal validity.
The opposite of both love and hate is indifference. If you are anything but indifferent, you are actually making the tribe and individual's dogma stronger.
You must not care, or openly show resistance. This generally allows you to coexist with the individual outside of their tribal partition. Within this space, you may be able to stimulate a general curiosity that encourages self growth.
No one is able to force another human to learn or grow. Growth only comes from within.
You must also be open to tangibly supporting these people within your personal social support network. The cult's primary authority comes from the mutually exclusive social support network. Even those that are more open to exiting the cult, are unable to do so as long as they are at a major evolutionary disadvantage of abandoning their personal mutually exclusive social support network.