[-] Xea 1 points 2 years ago

ooo, good point!

although I would tought that having such a space would be a unpopular thing on a queer lemmy instance.

I brought this up because somebody made me aware that they had to disable their NSFW filter (because they don't want to see porn), to access this community

[-] Xea 3 points 2 years ago
  1. turn NSFW mode off
[-] Xea 2 points 2 years ago

ooo, good call!

[-] Xea 2 points 2 years ago

honestly, I would say there is some "hard drugs" I take which are alot more harmless than alcohol, I know people always think our staple drugs are safe, but trust me, I have nearly died because I swallowed a dozen caffeine pills in an manic-episode

my reason for saying amphetamine made me friendships is that it makes me feel more like myself, I can think better not worse, Im confident and enpathic, it quite honestly seams like the reason Im not alone currently

don't know about cannabis as it has not worked for me this far regardless of how fat the joints I smoke are, but I think that sounds like a good and safe idea!

[-] Xea 2 points 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago)

BAD HARMREDUCTION ADVICE:

uiy, I feel like If I give you my honest opinon I might do alot of harm but I was in a very similar spot that you were a year or so ago, I used to have alot of issues socializing because I was afraid and didn't have the convidence to say the things on my mind and I couldn't process well enough

unless you are injecting highly contaminated drugs you shouldn't be doing significant damage to yourself, some stimulants have strong cardiovascular effects you should be aware of especially if you are in danger of having a stroke(like me)

something which really just helped me was taking very controlled amounts of prescription amphetamine since I have ADHD, it helped me form friendships that today I could not do without

but I want to warn you, while most drugs are not as harmful as they are depicted as in the media and so on, you don't want to reach a state where you are permanently chasing a high which you already are not able to feel anymore because you abused your substance of choice for too long, just slighly amp your life up and don't even think you can be in euphoria for the rest of your life if you just keep using

[-] Xea 1 points 2 years ago

No school, no work, just meow meow

injects 100mg 4-MMC(known as meow meow)

[-] Xea 2 points 2 years ago
[-] Xea 1 points 2 years ago

gj for the repost!

I saw that before on reddit, what an awul story :( !

ps: you don't need to make the repost disclaimer in all caps, scared me for a sec :,)

[-] Xea 2 points 2 years ago

jellous, I also wan a weighted blanky :(

[-] Xea 1 points 2 years ago

I absolutely see your point, but It just absolutely downs me seeing my old name, which tends to happen on smaller projects, so whenever I can, I will actually filter branch :,)

[-] Xea 1 points 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago)

(you didn't need to do that, I have the habbit of checking all of my notifications >.<)

hihi, I didn't mean to :,), I guessed those two are unrelated, sounds like alot to manage at the same time though, wow that is really cool!, ugh you don't know how much I envy your work.

uiy that sounds pretty early, Tessa <3, Im happy to see that you are on your way to find yourself!, I can imagine what you are going through, I hope your environment is not too restrictive in regards to gender expression, that is for me what delayed finding myself for way too long, if you ever need somebody to talk to about these things feel free to write me any time <3 and Im sure the whole transfem community welcomes you with open arms <333

(sry if this message is not a thoughtful as it could be, its 4am and im about to crash >.<)

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