https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O-KoABq6ygA
You might appreciate this.
Idk about "being anti-racist is the new racism" but i do know anti-racism is hollow without opposing imperialism", signal boosting where i found that: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCC6o7j4ZNNziKnCyds8-XzA
๐ซ now more than ever your connecting to people, your being visible, matters. Yes, you. To add to other replies, yes you are indeed loved, you are enough, and you have so much uniquely to offer your communities.
Please try and remember that comparsion is the theif of joy; your specific life experience is valuable. It's far from easy, but it is so worth it, and powerful, to set an example for others who might be closeted or feeling they wont be accepted.