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I've had this old blanket since I was 11. I don't wanna say my exact age but let's say it's been over a decade. When I moved homes, I just had to have my blanket and old pillowcase. When I moved homes my mom threw away my old blanket and I was really upset and my mom just about got it back before it got disposed of for good and I was so happy that my blanket was "saved".

The blanket's so old it has holes in it and a few years ago I found out the exact same blanket is still being sold and I bought a new one which looks nothing like my old one because it's...well, new, but I'm still using the old one and the new one is still in its packaging. I almost feel like it's a friend? Almost? And by sleeping with another blanket I'm betraying it or something. I just feel immediately comforted by the blanket even though there's nothing objectively comforting about it (it's not a weighted blanket and is so worn down it's not very insulating).

I don't know. I feel some weird emotional connection to that blanket? Does anyone else feel something similar or can relate?

[-] ILoveDurians@lemmy.cafe 9 points 2 days ago

Don't hate durians till you tried one!

[-] ILoveDurians@lemmy.cafe 27 points 2 days ago* (last edited 2 days ago)

It's not depression it's more like.. "am I a good or a bad person" "I'm bad" "okay maybe I'm good" "no, I'm bad" "am I mature enough to handle this I'm immature" "no I'm mature" "no I'm immature I can't handle a relationship" "I'm lonely I need someone" "no I don't need someone, I don't deserve someone" "everyone's better than me" stuff like that in rapid succession, constantly alternating as an inner voice kind of thing

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submitted 2 days ago* (last edited 2 days ago) by ILoveDurians@lemmy.cafe to c/nostupidquestions@lemmy.world

My old boyfriend died in 2015 (from diabetes) and I've been single since then. I also don't know if I'll like having sex or not. I am sexually attracted to men/am straight but I don't know. It's like the idea of someone doing that to me, I'd find it embarrassing because I'm gross.

[-] ILoveDurians@lemmy.cafe 7 points 5 days ago

I never forget a face

[-] ILoveDurians@lemmy.cafe 2 points 5 days ago

Caffeine does this, but the effect is temporary. There's a rare condition called Morvan Syndrome, where there is a case of a person with it going without any sleep for 4 months, and had no cognitive impairment. Normally a person would die after 11 days. Seems like this condition messes with the inhibitory synapses so it might also mess with how adenosine affects the brain as well. 10% of cases lead to death though

[-] ILoveDurians@lemmy.cafe 3 points 5 days ago

It's referring to plain adenosine. When adenosine builds up in the brain, the only way for the brain to get rid of the accumulation of it is by sleeping because it activates the glymphatic system, where CSF is used to flush out the waste/byproducts. If you don't sleep, the adenosine continues to accumulate in the brain with nowhere to go.

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submitted 5 days ago* (last edited 5 days ago) by ILoveDurians@lemmy.cafe to c/til@lemmy.world

Adenosine is a waste product of neurons and it is a potent nervous system depressant which is why if we don't sleep for a long time we hallucinate, start to feel cold, and feel tired. We feel like we're drugged because we kind of are. It also increases sleep pressure. Unlike other areas of the body the brain has no way of flushing out the adenosine unless we sleep which activates the glymphatic system. if we don't sleep the adenosine keeps accumulating and it can kill us in a similar way an od of sleeping pills can.

[-] ILoveDurians@lemmy.cafe 3 points 1 week ago

Hi from lemmy cafe!

[-] ILoveDurians@lemmy.cafe 6 points 1 week ago

This excuse didn't work in the Nuremberg trials so....

[-] ILoveDurians@lemmy.cafe 5 points 1 week ago

Personally, I wouldn't risk it. It could cause arguments or cause you to feel worse. I'd just let it go tbh :|

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submitted 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) by ILoveDurians@lemmy.cafe to c/nostupidquestions@lemmy.world

My friend has very bad brain fog from a physical condition. It's so bad she often pauses when she speaks like a YouTube video trying to buffer on a bad internet connection and she told me she wants to be more like her former self. She's on medication for the condition, but the brain fog is one symptom that persists. She wants some good insight on how effective amphetamines are for brain fog in the non-ADHD population. She could only find people who have both ADHD and brain fog which could skew things. She doesn't have ADHD, just brain fog.

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submitted 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago) by ILoveDurians@lemmy.cafe to c/nostupidquestions@lemmy.world

Context was the idea of a government banning certain popular foods

[-] ILoveDurians@lemmy.cafe 6 points 3 weeks ago

Truck equivalents of the Airbus A318 babybus aren't real, they can't hurt you

Truck equivalent of the Airbus A318 babybus:

[-] ILoveDurians@lemmy.cafe 3 points 3 weeks ago

I strongly approve <3

[-] ILoveDurians@lemmy.cafe 4 points 3 weeks ago

It's the universe telling you that you need to give durians a chance

Embrace the durians 🍈

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