'Crazy' cat ladies are a literal stereotype. If you're a house cat, there's someone out there looking for that vibe

What are your interests? If you already have interests that's a great start. It might be difficult in your area to find women who like the same shit as you, but there will be some. And if you're going out only trying to talk to 'ugly women' as you said, they will get the vibe that you think they're ugly and not wanna talk to you. Every women can just be a friend the same way you have make friends. Start by trying to increase your friend group with both genders and I'm sure you'll find someone you're interested in and who's interested in you.

I'm a musician and that doesnt play much any more. I actually found something from the good old days of reddit when cleaning my parents house... A CD.... That was sent to me by a stranger from reddit as a music swap. I think the idea is awesome and as much as I love the ability to listen to everything streaming, sitting down and listening to that CD invoked amazing memories I forgot about, and I even found a few bangers I didn't vibe with all those years ago. Long story short, I wanna do music swaps with people and not just playlists, actual physical music. Don't know if anyone will read this or how I would even physically send someone music now, but if you're interested post or DM me and we can figure something out!

By stepping back into an abusive relationship and not knowing how to get out without fear of the person committing suicide and leaving 3 children with no parent.

https://boardgamegeek.com/boardgame/188530/my-favourite-things

This board game is great. It's a really fun twist on a trick taking game. You give the person next to you categories and they rank things from 1-6 and then you give them back and play the trick taking game. Its fun because you get to learn more about people whilst also messing about with questions like 'do I think comic book guy from the Simpsons is a higher number for dad than a spatular is for mum's favourite kitchen utensil..... Hmmm...

Pretty much any rouge like..... But only for a few months at a time...... Maybe I have ADHD.....

This was going to be my suggestion. Irs like logic puzzles but with your body. Plus everyone is friendly because it's you vs the wall not vs each other. You can ask basically anyone for help and you'll meet loads of people. I would suggest bouldering as you can start on your own. I'd also suggest going to an intro lesson. They normally explain safety and then have a coaching session in a small group where you'll be taught the basics and be able to ask all the questions you want. I've seen people up to their 70s still climbing! If you've got any questions, ask away!

Fuck! Did I crash the ships again.....