When my meds and life are just right, everything is tight and aligned and organized and on time and happy. I think it's both something I enjoy but also engage in when happy. As that balance starts to waiver, sometimes it is the obvious "I hate this routine is off" can be the "this is my happy routine and I hate that I have to alter or even do it less than ideally"

and yes, I know this is a starbucks :)

I love it when my life changes in major ways but it's incredibly difficult for me to initiate those changes. I'm with you!

Ugh, relatable.