4 full days without a drink and the struggle is real. My brain feels tingly and my anxiety is through the roof. I can't stop eating everything in sight lol. I think my body is missing the extra 1000+ liquid calories per day, especially the sugar. I'm hanging on, though.
Yesterday in AA (my first meeting ever) someone said "You don't ever have to drink again." And someone else said "Remember, just don't drink. Don't drink. Don't drink." and I know those aren't exactly profound words, but I keep running those mantras through my head. Attending another meeting tonight, and tomorrow is mini golf with the AA crew. It feels weird to just be completely accepted by a group of strangers but I'm gonna roll with it.