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submitted 1 year ago by alyaza@beehaw.org to c/chat@beehaw.org

we're back after an absence. unfortunately my week has kicked off with a full day of completely dying from eating too much food, then my body rejecting food--this is not ideal, obviously. also my internal clock is messed up and i'm way behind on some stuff

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[-] BartsBigBugBag@lemmy.tf 5 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

What inspired you to eat so much? Where I am, portion sizes are absolutely out of control, and it’s reflected in the obesity rate. I literally get an average of full 3 meals out of anything I buy from any restaurant. A chipotle burrito is an entire days worth of calories nearly, and I just don’t understand how anyone over 18 can eat a full one. Kids, I get. I remember being a teenager and ravenous, but that goes away as you get older, so how do people keep eating so much??

[-] alyaza@beehaw.org 6 points 1 year ago

What inspired you to eat so much?

unfortunately: an entire childhood (and so far, adulthood) of not consistently eating meals because we're poor. this... does not endear you to good eating habits, and i'm pretty sure what i actually have at this point is a mild eating disorder that's simply undiagnosed

[-] BartsBigBugBag@lemmy.tf 6 points 1 year ago

That’s as bummer yo. We grew up poor, but had enough family support that food wasn’t ever a problem thankfully. It did give me a healthy hate of the Injustice system though, and a lot of trauma from state interventions into our lives that expresses itself as fight or flight anxiety when confronted. I hope you’re able to get somewhere you feel safe and secure enough that you no longer feel the need to overeat when food is available in case it isn’t later.

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