As someone else who is not naturally kind, you may want to use your self-awareness about why you're losing it right now to redirect your aggression to something inanimate or if you have to make someone suffer right now there are plenty of people on Reddit and 4chan who really need to be torn into. Attacking people here is going to be something you'll regret when this episode passes. I know it's unsolicited and I would not appreciate being told this while I'm taking on all challengers in a fury but I would want to be told if I were in your place.