Used to watch English Minecraft Youtubers as a kid, pretty sure the humour, the English and me narrating and commenting on my own passive life in that English is an incredibly weird hobby I got, it was fun to attempt the huge English vocabulary I was learning from my fiction books (yes I was a complete loner who lived in books and my own world no surprise) and YouTube, not sure how much of a skill spontaneously going off into fluent delusional conversations with yourself in a foreign language is though.

I wonder whether this is just something normal I'm over thinking perhaps.