I hear you, and I'm so so sorry. I feel almost everything you wrote here and I'm not even trans, I can't even imagine what y'all are feeling. I don't know how to sound hopeful in this moment because i'm also feeling quite despondent, but all I know is all of my friends are trans and i'm ready to throw fucking hands to protect them. Y'all are one of the most beautiful parts of the entire human race, and these losers are just scared of you because they're jealous of trans joy. They can't imagine living so freely.