If I don't know how to identify or deal with my own feelings, how can I support my bros? I bottle things up because if I can not care about my problems, nobody else will have to either. But I'm at the point now where I don't even know that I have problems before things get to panic attack levels, or I find that an innocuous sentence might bring me to tears every few years. I feel like Data when he gets random hits from the emotion chip.