Hey, I get it. You have a lot of unhealthy abusive relationships where you like to give people brain damage. No one is forcing you to do this and you can always stop at any time. I think you are beginning to realize this.

I have no issues with you playing like you are choking people. Obviously it is weird, but that is okay. Actually cutting off blood supply causes brain damage end of story.

I would also carefully consider the nonconsensual statement. This is a violation of someones autonomy and rights and I suspect you have probably raped women in the past. This is really dark and I hope you can see this. At any rate, don't hurt people. Cheers!