Living vicariously through this
Cheers, I hope things get better for both of us
He’s off with the fairies. I wish that was me…
Oh I know you guys wouldn’t.
But yeah. There’s no way anyone could help and sometimes the ways people try to help or encourage are quite stressful to deal with.
Or it would just be utterly alien to people who don’t live it.
I keep going to vent then realising I’d be massively oversharing and I live in a very different world to a lot of people.
I think I need to buy a damn diary
I didn’t see that, best of luck to your mum
I expect to just have one ongoing lifelong crisis 👍
It is absolutely brutal.
And yeah, I get redundancy but the packs are quite large. There are community gardens but… I don’t like people
Anxiety has been bad today. I’m not even thinking about you know what. It’s just there with the rest of my life and everything is making it worse.
I forced myself to quickly go out for newspaper to line plant pots but they didn’t have any. Some dodgy characters around but luckily nothing came of it.
I’ve planted two of the largest zucchini seedlings out but ran out of potting mix and energy because those pots were pretty big. I don’t eat much or exercise enough for physical work like lifting and shoveling so now feeling kind of shaky… but I kind of had to move and do something.
Also they’re growing fast and I don’t think I can keep all of them.
I wish you could get smaller size seed packs or a bundle with like a few seeds of each type. Maybe a seed library could sort me out but I think that’s enough ‘outside’ for now.
Hm. Someone I’ve never talked to with a bunch of mod removed comments (and a couple of identical ones) messaged me ‘hello’. Not to be rude but that seems mildly sus so that’s a block.
I don’t really like DMs at the best of times and usually keep them shut.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=c1GV5o5xNqU