[-] kiara@piefed.blahaj.zone 1 points 8 hours ago

Thank you, I always enjoyed learning new things like programming languages, programming concepts and how computers work, but I have no motivation now and even when I had the motivation to start learning VHDL recently, I just couldn't read the documentation about it, I could read the words, but couldn't connect them to sentences. I still have a breadboard laying on my desk where I tried out different circuits many months ago, like flip-flops and even a full adder made of TO-92 transistors.

[-] kiara@piefed.blahaj.zone 4 points 2 days ago

I remembered. Went swimming this year for the first time in years, it was nice, but already far too long ago ☁️🌻

[-] kiara@piefed.blahaj.zone 8 points 2 days ago

I can't remember the last time I was happy🥀

[-] kiara@piefed.blahaj.zone 32 points 4 days ago

three days isn't that bad 🥀

[-] kiara@piefed.blahaj.zone 2 points 5 days ago

I'm a bit better, but still lonely

[-] kiara@piefed.blahaj.zone 3 points 5 days ago

Hi, thank you, nice to meet you too

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I made a similar post a few weeks ago, but just remembered that the last time I had friends was over ten years ago, when I was ten.
My whole life at the moment is going to work during the week and being too exhausted for anything for the rest of the day and having no motivation to do anything on the weekends.

The only people around me are my family and my colleagues. Nobody asks how I am or is otherwise interested about me.

I don't know why I should continue to live, I don't see many reasons for it

[-] kiara@piefed.blahaj.zone 16 points 6 days ago

i am STILL too scared to get my blood drawn for those hormones - so im still... without... ;( and feel worse everyday.,.,

🫂🌸You can do it, there is no need to be scared, just look away while it is done🌸
Doing it so you can get hormones is really worth it🌸

[-] kiara@piefed.blahaj.zone 10 points 6 days ago

Es ist ein Obihörnchen🌸

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