No need to "ew" - it's self-explanatory
nuuuu fluttershy is not a slut!! she way too sweet for that i thinks
yesyesyes she seems so nice to cuddle and drink tea with <3
actually, i would disagree, she seems somewhat comfy. she only seems uncomfy when other peeps are around, which is not her being uncomfy, but others making her uncomfy. i believe there is a difference in that.
if u want to, please share your comment on my comment, i'd love to hear your interpretation <3
I'd assume it needs more than this to determine someone as depressed.
eine gute Gemeinschaft! Danke für die Empfehlung! Diese kannte ich noch nicht.
jetzt... jetzt bin ich enttäuscht! jetzt geh ich zurück auf die ich_iel Gemeinschaft und sehe mir andere Pfosten an. tja!
Die Soße kann ich nur mit Abonnement sehen, oder man sich tracken lässt! Das lasse ich nicht zu.
ooh that's super interesting! always thought it's weird how we try to categorize everything just so we can say "it's a*n ".
accepting that the world is not made to be understood is quite the experience.
the doubts do have two sides for me. i think i'm way more interesting to talk to than just being a boring old cishet and i also wouldn't have anything to work towards maybe. it's really just the feels which make me feel bad and i'm hoping these go away some day.
the bad feels have been lowering in recent weeks, however i'm assuming that this is due to me consuming more media (watching MLP), played some gud game with a friend because of this recent post by me (which i also consider consuming media) and met up with a friend more in the city. i want to meet up with the fren more, but i'm not sure that consumption is the cure to my self-doubts. however, making frens because of a gem is fun.
also thank you very much for always replying to my comments. it means very much to me and i cannot imagine the lemmy without the TotallyNotJessica. i think i said this before, but i'll say it again! u are important and we need you!!!! :3
i know!!!! and i mostly think so too. however my thoughts have been tainted by her way of thinking a bit. while i personally think that "getting hrt to see how it feels and revert if bad" is a good way to go about it, it also feels too quick kinda (even tho i've had that urge for a while but eh)
thing is that she is genuinely a nice person and that her main thing are queer peeps. while she herself is not queer in any way, so is very understanding and has only gotten great reviews.
also, ooooooh i don't feel good about you saying the thing with the "which would you regret being on more"... cuz!!
- of course i'd regret being on T, because going from FtM is generally easier than going from MtF as far as i know. it seems that T is more destructive in its nature. can't just reverse those vocal coard sadly ;(
- seeing E as "the safe choice" might be reasonable from my point of view, but it might not be for others! blablabla big life dicision and so on
also, thankfully i live in Germany where trans and queer peeps generally are rather accepted if u live in the right places, which i do. gender affirming therapy is nothing to worry about. it's like - !!!!! it's hard to tell what thoughts are actually just mine and which have i just heard enough times so i just babble them like i have them. Like some LLM!!! (Large Language Model, like ChatGPT)
I may just be generating some nonsense sentences because that's what i heard from others!!!! >~<
and so i kinda try to not say what i've already heard a million times, even if those sentences may actually be true. i don't want to "fill in all the classic transfem thingies", even though many actually do apply. i don't want to lie, and even if i might not lie, it might sound like i am !!! AAAAA
I just complete the next obvious action, just like an autoregressive LLM!!!! i feel like - !!! i feel like this one episode where fluttershy meets an evil and selfish man, and she sees how he gets more stuff because he takes things rather than asking and then she herself tries to be that and also turns evil!!! thank god she notices at the end of the epiosode...
if y'all nice transfems would just be a little worse!!! - then i would at least have a bad rolemodel to point at and go "as you can see there are also bad sides" but you are too perfect! ur making it hard not to idealize being transfem and pretty and nice and reasonable and empathetic and comfycozy and a good listener and a good mother!!!!! >:(
i am obviously overreacting, but these are my thoughts.... damn, blahaj zone now has to host this block of text..
Nomen schreibt man aber groß! (Tabletten wurden klein geschrieben)
Wait there are ACTUALLY messagers? I thought those were exclusively marketing gags
yesyes u are totally right, I will keep that in mind. <3