[-] Smorty 1 points 13 hours ago

yesyes u are totally right, I will keep that in mind. <3

[-] Smorty 16 points 20 hours ago

No need to "ew" - it's self-explanatory

[-] Smorty 4 points 2 days ago

nuuuu fluttershy is not a slut!! she way too sweet for that i thinks

[-] Smorty 3 points 2 days ago

yesyesyes she seems so nice to cuddle and drink tea with <3

actually, i would disagree, she seems somewhat comfy. she only seems uncomfy when other peeps are around, which is not her being uncomfy, but others making her uncomfy. i believe there is a difference in that.
if u want to, please share your comment on my comment, i'd love to hear your interpretation <3

[-] Smorty 10 points 2 days ago

I'd assume it needs more than this to determine someone as depressed.

[-] Smorty 5 points 3 days ago

eine gute Gemeinschaft! Danke für die Empfehlung! Diese kannte ich noch nicht.

[-] Smorty 13 points 3 days ago

jetzt... jetzt bin ich enttäuscht! jetzt geh ich zurück auf die ich_iel Gemeinschaft und sehe mir andere Pfosten an. tja!

[-] Smorty 8 points 3 days ago

Die Soße kann ich nur mit Abonnement sehen, oder man sich tracken lässt! Das lasse ich nicht zu.

[-] Smorty 6 points 3 days ago

ooh that's super interesting! always thought it's weird how we try to categorize everything just so we can say "it's a*n ".
accepting that the world is not made to be understood is quite the experience.

the doubts do have two sides for me. i think i'm way more interesting to talk to than just being a boring old cishet and i also wouldn't have anything to work towards maybe. it's really just the feels which make me feel bad and i'm hoping these go away some day.

the bad feels have been lowering in recent weeks, however i'm assuming that this is due to me consuming more media (watching MLP), played some gud game with a friend because of this recent post by me (which i also consider consuming media) and met up with a friend more in the city. i want to meet up with the fren more, but i'm not sure that consumption is the cure to my self-doubts. however, making frens because of a gem is fun.

also thank you very much for always replying to my comments. it means very much to me and i cannot imagine the lemmy without the TotallyNotJessica. i think i said this before, but i'll say it again! u are important and we need you!!!! :3

[-] Smorty 8 points 3 days ago* (last edited 3 days ago)

i know!!!! and i mostly think so too. however my thoughts have been tainted by her way of thinking a bit. while i personally think that "getting hrt to see how it feels and revert if bad" is a good way to go about it, it also feels too quick kinda (even tho i've had that urge for a while but eh)

thing is that she is genuinely a nice person and that her main thing are queer peeps. while she herself is not queer in any way, so is very understanding and has only gotten great reviews.

also, ooooooh i don't feel good about you saying the thing with the "which would you regret being on more"... cuz!!

  • of course i'd regret being on T, because going from FtM is generally easier than going from MtF as far as i know. it seems that T is more destructive in its nature. can't just reverse those vocal coard sadly ;(
  • seeing E as "the safe choice" might be reasonable from my point of view, but it might not be for others! blablabla big life dicision and so on

also, thankfully i live in Germany where trans and queer peeps generally are rather accepted if u live in the right places, which i do. gender affirming therapy is nothing to worry about. it's like - !!!!! it's hard to tell what thoughts are actually just mine and which have i just heard enough times so i just babble them like i have them. Like some LLM!!! (Large Language Model, like ChatGPT)
I may just be generating some nonsense sentences because that's what i heard from others!!!! >~<
and so i kinda try to not say what i've already heard a million times, even if those sentences may actually be true. i don't want to "fill in all the classic transfem thingies", even though many actually do apply. i don't want to lie, and even if i might not lie, it might sound like i am !!! AAAAA

I just complete the next obvious action, just like an autoregressive LLM!!!! i feel like - !!! i feel like this one episode where fluttershy meets an evil and selfish man, and she sees how he gets more stuff because he takes things rather than asking and then she herself tries to be that and also turns evil!!! thank god she notices at the end of the epiosode...

if y'all nice transfems would just be a little worse!!! - then i would at least have a bad rolemodel to point at and go "as you can see there are also bad sides" but you are too perfect! ur making it hard not to idealize being transfem and pretty and nice and reasonable and empathetic and comfycozy and a good listener and a good mother!!!!! >:(

i am obviously overreacting, but these are my thoughts.... damn, blahaj zone now has to host this block of text..

[-] Smorty 12 points 3 days ago

Nomen schreibt man aber groß! (Tabletten wurden klein geschrieben)

[-] Smorty 15 points 3 days ago

Wait there are ACTUALLY messagers? I thought those were exclusively marketing gags

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just like her ~<3 (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 4 days ago* (last edited 3 days ago) by Smorty to c/femcelmemes

omygosh fluttershy's so sweet!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

EDIT: Edited me to her

ANOTHER EDIT: hmm i think i was being too hyperagressive with this post, i really didn't wanna make anyone pity me, i'm so sorry. i will not delete this post, however i will try and refrain from creating post similar to this one in the future. i was not trying to be pitied. i was trying to post a thing where people say

woah, so relatable!! no way, you got it right on! nice shot!

but it ended up pulling peeps who are super nice, which is gud, but also made me unreasonably comfy.
if this post were made by someone else, i would totally join y'all and i'd comment

you are literally trolling, u seem super comfycozy an i really hope u find a someone peep who can have the sit-and-drink-tea with u <3 <3 <3

but i cannot with this one! cuz this is my own post! aaaaaaa

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submitted 1 week ago by Smorty to c/fosai@lemmy.world

I see ads for paid prompting courses a bunch. I recommend having a look at this guide page first. It also has some other info about LLMs.

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Would u like to be my fren? (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 2 weeks ago by Smorty to c/femcelmemes

My curse

Here my GitLab (Ignore the name, I misspelled it)

My itch page with my two previous game jams

If possible, contact me on Matrix @smorty:catgirl.cloud
If you don't have that, direct messages are also fine <3

In recent months I have found out that I cannot handle "simple" Matrix chats, and now I am hoping that chatting + playing might be better!

I'm really not much of a gamer, so I don't know my way around club penguin and Veloren that much yet. But I know that Veloren is good (which, btw, is not Valorant or whatever that shooty game is called). This is me trying to be hip and cool by playing video games

I accidentally posted this on the wrong community first, sorrryy!!

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submitted 2 weeks ago by Smorty to c/mylittlepony@lemmy.world

Nothing to add really. I enjoy the visuals and the fluffy vibes the show gives off ~
Have never really watched it though...

Is there a good place to start, or does it not matter?

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submitted 1 month ago by Smorty to c/godot@programming.dev

I have heard many times that if statements in shaders slow down the gpu massively. But I also heard that texture samples are very expensive.

Which one is more endurable? Which one is less impactful?

I am asking, because I need to decide on if I should multiply a value by 0, or put an if statement.

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submitted 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) by Smorty to c/main

Hii <3 ~

I have not worked with the whole ActivityPub thing yet, so I'd really like to know how the whole thing kinda works.

As far as i can tell, it allows you to use different parts of the fediverse by using just one account.

Does it also allow to create posts on other platforms, or just comments?

I have tried to log in with my smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone account, and it redirected me correctly to the blahaj lemmy site.

Then I entered my lemmy credentials and logged in. I got logged in to my lemmy correctly, but I also got an error just saying "Could not be accessed" in German.

And now I am still not logged in in PeerTube.

Sooo does blahaj zone support the ActivityPub, or is this incorrectly "kinda working" but not really?

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submitted 1 month ago by Smorty to c/asklemmy@lemmy.ml

I have fully transitioned to using Lemmy and Mastodon right when third party apps weren't allowed on Spez's place anymore, so I don't know how it is over there anymore.

What do you use? Are you still switching between the two, essentially dualbooting?

What other social media do you use? How do you feel about Fediverse social media platforms in general?

(I'm sorry if I'm the 100th person to ask this on here...)

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submitted 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) by Smorty to c/linux@lemmy.ml

I have to work with Win11 for work and just noticed the lil Tux man in Microsofts Explorer. Likely to connect to WSL.

Apparently now Microsoft wants people to keep using Windows in a really interesting way. By simply integrating it within their own OS!

This way, people don't have to make the super hard and complicated switch to linux, but they get to be lazy, use the preinstalled container and say "See, I use Linux too!".

While this is generally a good thing for people wanting to do things with the OS, it is also a clear sign that they want to make it feel "unneccessary" to switch to Linux, because you already have it!

WSL alone was already a smart move, but this goes one step further. This is a clever push on their side, increasing the barrier to switch even more, since now there is less of a reason to. They are making it too comfortable too stay within Microsofts walls.

On a different note: Should the general GNU/Linux community do the same? Should we integrate easier access to running Winblows apps on GNU/Linux?
Currently I still find it too much of a hastle to correctly run Winblows applications, almost always relying on Lutris, Steams proton or Bottles to do the work for me.

I think it would be a game changer to have a double click of an EXE file result in immediate automatic wine configuration for easy and direct use of the software, even if it takes a big to setup.

I might just be some fedora using pleb, but I think having quick and easy access to wine would make many people feel much more comfortable with the switch.

Having a similar system to how Winblows does it, with one container for all your .exe programs would likely be a good start (instead of creating a new C drive and whatever for every program, which seems to be what Lutris and Bottles does).

EDIT: Uploaded correct image

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submitted 1 month ago by Smorty to c/fosai@lemmy.world

Many code models, like the recent OpenCoder have the functionality to perform fim fill-in-the-middle tasks, similar to Microsofts Githubs Copilot.

You give the model a prefix and a suffix, and it will then try and generate what comes inbetween the two, hoping that what it comes up with is useful to the programmer.

I don't understand how we are supposed to treat these generations.

Qwen Coder (1.5B and 7B) for example likes to first generate the completion, and then it rewrites what is in the suffix. Sometimes it adds three entire new functions out of nothing, which doesn't even have anything to do with the script itself.

With both Qwen Coder and OpenCoder I have found, that if you put only whitespace as the suffix (the part which comes after your cursor essentially), the model generates a normal chat response with markdown and everything.

This is some weird behaviour. I might have to put some fake code as the suffix to get some actually useful code completions.

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submitted 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) by Smorty to c/mtf

[Requesting Engagement from transfems]

(Blahaj lemmy told me to put this up top, so I did)

I did not expect this to happen. I followed FairyPrincessLucy for a long time, cuz she's real nice and seems cool.

Time passes and I noticed how I would feel very bad when watching her do stuff. I was like

damn, she so generally okay with her situation. Wish I was too lol

So I stopped watching her.

Just now I discovered another channel, Melody Nosurname , and I really, really like her videos! She seems very reasonable and her little character is super cute <3
But here too I noticed how watching the vids made me super uncomfortable.
The representation is nice, for sure, and her videos are of very high quality, I can only recommend them (as in - the videos).

I started by noticing

woah, her tshirt is super cute, I wanna have that too!

Then I continue with

heyo her friend here seems also super cool. Damn wish I had cool friends

And then eventually the classic

damn, I wish I were her

At that point, it's already over. I end up watching another video and, despite my genuine interest in the topic, I stop it in the middle, close the tab and open Lemmy (and here we are).

Finally I end up watching videos by cis men, like Scott the Woz. They are fine, and I end up not comparing myself to them (since I wouldn't necessarily want to be them). I also stopped watching feminine people in general online, as they tend to give me a very similar reaction. Just like

yeah, that's cool that you're mostly fine with yourself, I am genuinely happy for you that you got lucky during random character creation <3

I also watched The Owl House, which is a really good show (unfortunately owned by Disney) and I stopped watching when...

Spoiler for the Owl Houseit started getting gay <3 cuz I started feeling way too jealous of them just being fine with themselves and pretty and gay <3 and such
I wanted to see where the show was going, and I'm sure it's real good, but that is not worth risking my wellbeing, I thought.

So anyway...

have you had a period like that before?
How did you deal with it?
Do you watch transfem people? Please share your favs! <3
I also like watching SimplySnaps. Her videos are also really high quality, I just end up not being able to watch them for too long before sad hits :(

additional info about me, if anyone caresI currently don't take hrt, but I'm on my way. I'm attending psychological therapy with a really nice tharapist here in Germany.
I struggle to find good words to describe how I feel but slowly I find better words for it.
I'm currently 19 and present myself mostly masculine still, while trying to act very nice, generally acceptable and friendly. So kinda in a way which makes both super sweet queer people <3 <3 <3 <3 and hetero cis queerphobes accept me as just another character. (I work at a school with very mixed ideologies, so I kinda have to).
But oh boi do I have social anxiety, even at home with mother...

EDIT: Changed info about SimplySnaps
EDIT2: Added The Owl House example

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submitted 1 month ago by Smorty to c/196

This one is just 37.05 kilobytes! That's a smol one!

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submitted 1 month ago by Smorty to c/localllama@sh.itjust.works

I'm just a hobbyist in this topic, but I would like to share my experience with using local LLMs for very specific generative tasks.

Predefined formats

With prefixes, we can essentially add the start of the LLMs response, without it actually generating it. Like, when We want it to Respond with bullet points, we can set the prefix to be - (A dash and space). If we want JSON, we can use ` ` `json\n{ as a prefix, to make it think that it started a JSON markdown code block.

If you want a specific order in which the JSON is written, you can set the prefix to something like this:

` ` `json
{
    "first_key":

Translation

Let's say you want to translate a given text. Normally you would prompt a model like this

Translate this text into German:
` ` `plaintext
[The text here]
` ` `
Respond with only the translation!

Or maybe you would instruct it to respond using JSON, which may work a bit better. But what if it gets the JSON key wrong? What if it adds a little ramble infront or after the translation? That's where prefixes come in!

You can leave the promopt exactly as is, maybe instructing it to respond in JSON

Respond in this JSON format:
{"translation":"Your translation here"}

Now, you can pretend that the LLM already responded with part of the message, which I will call a prefix. The prefix for this specific usecase could be this:

{
    "translation":"

Now the model thinks that it already wrote these tokens, and it will continue the message from right where it thinks it left off. The LLM might generate something like this:

Es ist ein wunderbarer Tag!"
}

To get the complete message, simply combine the prefix and the generated text to result in this:

{
    "translation":"Es ist ein wunderschöner Tag!"
}

To minimize inference costs, you can add "} and "\n} as stop tokens, to stop the generation right after it finished the json entrie.

Code completion and generation

What if you have an LLM which didn't train on code completion tokens? We can get a similar effect to the trained tokens using an instruction and a prefix!

The prompt might be something like this

` ` `python
[the code here]
` ` `
Look at the given code and continue it in a sensible and reasonable way.
For example, if I started writing an if statement,
determine if an else statement makes sense, and add that.

And the prefix would then be the start of a code block and the given code like this

` ` `python
[the code here]

This way, the LLM thinks it already rewrote everything you did, but it will now try to complete what it has written. We can then add \n` ` ` as a stop token to make it only generate code and nothing else.

This approach for code generation may be more desireable, as we can tune its completion using the prompt, like telling it to use certain code conventions.

Simply giving the model a prefix of ` ` `python\n Makes it start generating code immediately, without any preamble. Again, adding the stop keyword \n` ` ` makes sure that no postamble is generated.

Using this in ollama

Using this "technique" in ollama is very simple, but you must use the /api/chat endpoint and cannot use /api/generate. Simply append the start of a message to the conversation passed to the model like this:

"conversation":[
    {"role":"user", "content":"Why is the sky blue?"},
    {"role":"assistant", "content":"The sky is blue because of"}
]

It's that simple! Now the model will complete the message with the prefix you gave it as "content".

Be aware!

There is one pitfall I have noticed with this. You have to be aware of what the prefix gets tokenized to. Because we are manually setting the start of the message ourselves, it might not be optimally tokenized. That means, that this might confuse the LLM and generate one too many or few spaces. This is mostly not an issue though, as

What do you think? Have you used prefixes in your generations before?

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