As long as you're not part of the Epstein class, your burden doesn't remotely compare to theirs.
They have ended other people's lives and they are still walking around.

Most people individually are economic burdens to society these days, yet they are still glue that keeps society together,
and most, like me, don't care about being a burden as their medical issues isn't depression and enjoy life.

Are you taking anti-depressants?
Do you realize that your body needs a cure and that even if there isn't one right now, it's very likely to be found in your lifetime?
And that that's something to look forward to?

You are lucky to be young.

no you aren't. that's my job