Li shouldn't have to eat alone. Seeing this depiction of her eating alone makes me sad. And a bit panicked. Like I need to run to her and let her know that it's okay to eat. She can take as long as she likes, and have as much as she wants. Of course, if it were me, I'd hate having someone sit with me while I eat. I wouldn't want her to see that. My disgusting gluttony. So is this about me? Do I wish someone had run to me when I was shamefully eating by myself as a child, and told me it was okay and that I didn't need to rush?
You know sometimes the stupidest shit really hits me like a freight train.