(Idk if this is a rant, i need to talk about it though)

I get attached to my friends easily, unfortunately 😓

I have a lot of anxiety and I usually feel like I need to be online and chatting with them.

I develop a fixation with a specific person that can last from a week to several months

Sometimes I feel like I have to avoid them or be irritated with them for some reason, but I think I'm more irritated with myself.

This feeling is different from a falling in love

Very similar to a falling in love, my day becomes much better and I become more energetic when I see them but without the anxious feelings and I don't want to go out with them.

But I think I can act quite normal with them and since I'm in love, I don't feel attached to any of my friends.