I'm not arguing that the people are to blame, obviously it is malicious intent on the part of the system. But the system alone is not strong enough to cause such a change, the people had to be willing and responsive to the treatment. Ignoring personal wrongdoing in favor of wholly blaming the greater evil, while justifiable, is not conducive to actually improving your own view of yourself. Nor is it realistic to view the world from such a black and white lens. The nuance is often lost on most people, and yet the nuance is where everything important lies.

I've been suicidal since the age of 10 years old, believe me everything you say is not news to me. The governments are part of the system that subjugates us, obviously they wouldn't give a fuck about us killing ourselves. And the system is designed to destroy, so the fact that it's bringing about our destruction shouldn't be considered a failure of the system. It's working as intended. For the same reason every election is a farce, you shouldn't just be overwhelmed and give up. You should feel angered and empowered by your sense of self, your understanding of humanity's precarious position, and surround yourself with people who think like you.

That's the first step to "mutualist organization". Which, obviously, takes time. Just like it took time for those in power to build this system in the first place. They felt it worthwhile to build a system capable of subjugating the world and compelling its subjects to suicide. But you don't feel it worthwhile to resist and destroy that system. You just give up and say it's not worth the effort.