My life is actually easier long term. I've never been attracted to white women. My mom is an affluent white Karen, my sister is on her way to being the same. My dad and sisters SO are constantly fighting, mostly to get them to shut up for 5 mins.

My wife is cold, blunt and super hot. She looks just as good at 40 as she did at 20. Leaves me alone to do my own thing, when we found out I was shooting blanks it wasn't a huge deal, she was upset we wouldn't have a kid but she stuck with me anyway. I've gotten used to the way she is and will play damage control when she has to deal with other white people. I am a glorified man servant to her whims sometimes.

But at the end of the day I'm happy. Which is more than I can say for my closest friends who have been through multiple divorces