Don't worry, it's confusing for everyone (including me), this is a very fascinating, yet forever (I think) out of human reach, question.

What I was trying to say is that our entire universe/reality could be like a "conway game of life" : In this "game", every step is fully determined by the previous one, in order to know what the next step is going to be, we human run a simulation, on a computer, or on paper or whatever.. But is it to say that all the future steps don't exist before we "simulate", we could consider that, since they are all predetermined, the steps exist even if we don't know what they are, they could simply be. Just like the number "1" could be a fundamental truth, that could exist outside of any universe.

If mathematics is discovered rather than invented, then that would imply that it exists without anyone or anything, an undiscovered theorem would still be true. The universe could be a big mathematical game of life that exists because it cannot be any other way, and that is fully determined. Then again this could also not be. Who knows !

Stephen Wolfram is a very controversial physicist, who explored those abstract and unprovable concepts, even though his statements should be taken with a grain of salt, it is nonetheless very interesting philosophically: he came up with the concept of the ruliad and the idea of computable irreducibility, if you want to explore these philosophical questions you can look it up, he has a few ted talks and YouTube videos where he details his thought. I cannot stress enough that he should be listened to with extreme skepticism, this is not science "yet", and it might never be.