I have to go to a stupid Passover Seder tonight. I’m going to pretend to be schizophrenic so the rabbi and his wife don’t ask me too many questions. I’m going to tell them that I have a supercomputer controlling my mind and I can only say things that the supercomputer lets me say.
I can’t imagine there are. I did talk to one person who said he ran across one, so I’m seeing if there are more people out there.
The trouble is that I can’t control it. Lies come out easier than the truth. It’s been this way since childhood. I don’t have a mask. I create new identities, and I need to collapse myself into one identity and stick with it, and part of that would be to stop the lying. I don’t want to destroy my relationships again. I’m so confused about where to turn.
I have to do SOMETHING. I just can’t figure out what, and I want to avoid legal trouble.
Not so great, but at the time perfectly fine. Usually pretty okay. My psychologist told me that I have aspd but that what he considers me is a primary psychopath. It just doesn’t sound very good, and I like to manage what others see about me.
What is twitch?
Well I guess I don’t.
Who should I get help from?
I thought gangstalking was real. You really think it isn’t?
How do you know they are psychopaths?
I have no idea what you’re taking about. If this some weird CIA-speak, I won’t get it. I was never in the CIA, just a government target. What does the bridge mean?