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Vent post (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 23 hours ago by Zgierwoj to c/onehundredninetysix
[-] Zgierwoj 1 points 1 day ago

These are the designs

[-] Zgierwoj 1 points 1 day ago

Okay sorry, Ive had a bad day and it turned into a rant, tho I still want to say it

Look, Im OP and I don't like this attitude of denying people the right to fail. The important thing is to be proud of your failed projects, as unintuitive as that sounds. What is probably my best painting on a technical level is actually quite garbage, I will not share it again I don't even remember it most of the time. What got the most likes out of everything that Ive posted on DeviantArt was actually made because I couldn't draw an actual necromancer in the pose I wanted, and I turned the whole thing into a skull golem. My favorite concept I came up with - "the beast to devour the sun" don't remember if it was 2 or 3 attempts, both ruined by my lack of experience with the medium Ive used - it taught me how to not do things and I still think both iterations were one of my very best original designs. Lack of failures is synonymous with staying in your comfort zone, with stagnation

[-] Zgierwoj 2 points 1 day ago

I used too much white for the ball, so it blends in, but they are actually playing fetch

[-] Zgierwoj 4 points 2 days ago

Due to what people consider disorders I am a creature of impulses, trying to keep a routine literally broke my brain before, so that's 100% not something I would need to worry about

[-] Zgierwoj 5 points 2 days ago

Look, this is the one sheet out of 10 that I painted on today and it isn't a failure. But you know what? Failing is fun and slowly gets you back into the rhythm. It's just real damn shame it was watercolor paper, that crap is expensive af

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submitted 2 days ago by Zgierwoj to c/artshare@lemmy.world
[-] Zgierwoj 4 points 3 days ago

Even by sharks???

[-] Zgierwoj 2 points 3 days ago

I mean yea, I see that's a launcher, but it sounds better. How did you do it, btw? Are you running it through some website? (I know that some launchers are kinda just glorified web browsers) Or maybe through scripts? I barely know the basics, so if you can't explain it simple don't bother, I won't get it

[-] Zgierwoj 2 points 3 days ago

I wish it was that simple, but as soom as your problems become complex the psychiatric industry shows it's toxic inner shell

[-] Zgierwoj 6 points 4 days ago

You played Doom in Minecraft, huh

[-] Zgierwoj 17 points 4 days ago
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submitted 6 days ago by Zgierwoj to c/artshare@lemmy.world

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Deesco Elyzum rool (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 1 week ago by Zgierwoj to c/onehundredninetysix

Sorry for not following up on daily doodles after all, some weeks I have pretty much no energy at all. As apologies, please accept this horrible DE fanart

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submitted 2 weeks ago by Zgierwoj to c/onehundredninetysix

You seemed to really like the drawing I shared yesterday, and Ive been thinking about getting back to drawing regularly. I used to do daily posts with friendos, do you think that would be too spammy? Idk. Also, if this catches on, I am not fully comfortable with drawing sexual things, even if I am also, curious, so to speak. Idk idk idk

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submitted 2 weeks ago by Zgierwoj to c/onehundredninetysix
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submitted 1 month ago by Zgierwoj to c/196@lemmy.world
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submitted 7 months ago by Zgierwoj to c/bisexual@lemmy.world

In the end this ramble will be pretty meaningless until I actually manage to have any actual relationship, cuz its kinda dumb to talk about it never being in one (well technically there was one week long disaster, but that's not a story for today). Ive got disorders and am well aware of my perception of reality being distorted, which doesn't mean I actually can recognize these distortions. For some reason, whether those distortions or experience, I consider gay peoples very cool and interesting and it would kinda feel nice to be one of those? I think? Idk, am histrionic, Ive had a history of jokingly flirting with all irl friends regardless of gender, but I did it more for the sport of it than to make it into something serious (don't do it anymore, realized it was too easy for me to overstep boundaries). Sometimes I get a like on a dating app from a man I would consider really fucking good lookin', but like, why do they send me a like to never ever respond? I hate dating apps. So yeah, I just wanted to ramble a bit, please yell at me if you mind

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