My phone (a Samsung of some sort, though I forget the model), using the macro camera mode
Agreed! When I was young my dad would catch any spiders that got inside the house, show them to me so we could geek out about them, and then have me help him take the spider back outside. I definitely credit him with my love and appreciation for spiders (and insects/arachnids in general)
And here's your dog tax! C:
It's either a red or a yellow cipollini c:
I thought so, too! Just perched there are the tip of the bud <3 I was surprised how brave she was, had to get right up in her grill to get my camera to focus
Girl, I am saying this with so much love and compassion for you- any person who is worried about body count is not worth your time. Him asking alone would be enough of a red flag for me that I would be telling him we're done if I were in your shoes. And then when he hears 5, he is sobbing? Massive red flag, I don't care how nice he may seem, he is not mature enough to be in a relationship and you deserve better.
Sex is just a thing that two consenting adults can do, you having sex before you met him is nothing to be ashamed of, especially if you are practicing safe sex. It's also pretty unhealthy for you to take on the burden of his shame over your sexual life. If you were able to get him to come back, I fear his jealousy and insecurity would be riddled throughout your relationship. I spent all of my 20's in relationships with insecure men (I am a cishet woman) and I want to try to advise you against making a similar mistake. I could have been enjoying those ten years either on my own, or trying to find someone who really valued me. But instead I took on their problems and when I look back on my twenties I SO FUCKING WISH I had broken up with those men sooner (it was 2 long term relationships, one was 6 years, the other was ~3.5 years). I don't know how old you are, but I get a young vibe and I just want you to know that you will find someone who sees your beauty and isn't worried about such trivial things. "Forced love the worst love, throw that shit in the can." -a line from YBN Cordae's song Family Matters https://youtu.be/j8Xg0Y60Tr4
As for messaging people for money and some of the concerns about breaking his trust (as well as being accosted by online horndogs), the best you can do is learn from that outcome. I am not going to shit on people who sell companionship, whether that's just chatting, pics, or otherwise, but as you have found, men online who engage in this trade are dick pic machines. My personal takeaway is that whatever money you made was not worth the stress and the damage it wrought in your personal life. I won't, and can't, tell you not to do it, but to me it doesn't seem worth it.
Take care of yourself first and foremost, and know your value ๐
Jfc that thumbnail of Huffman's face triggered me. How did he manage to make his face look MORE punchable??
It's the face when you know what kind of opportunity you have, come up with the absolute best use for that opportunity, and execute that plan to perfection. Bravo, Kendrick ๐
Clematis
Holy shit I need this in sticker form so I can slap it on every vehicle with a MAGA sticker in my town.
Thank you! She is quite the charmer c: