Have a good schedule

How can I control my own thoughts? I can't choose what I think. The truth is that my brothers and sisters are just more accomplished then me. There all in university or graduated. They've all got there $hit together. Why me? Why can't I be like that? I hate to think what they think of me. Don't get me wrong I love my brothers and sisters but I don't like talking or seeing them because it fills me with such shame. They all look down on me and makes me so mad and sad at the same time. I just don't understand why I didn't turn out like them.

I'm not good at reading books. I've tried in the past but I can't. They always take forever to read. The words go everywhere and they get so boring.

When I was that school during my last year and a half my English teacher finally let me use my phone in English. I was able to check spellings and and find words if I was struggling. It helped a lot. As for the donation theory. I didn't include any payment offer so that wouldn't work but know that I think of it I wouldn't be against it. Lol

Thank you. I've worked on my grammar a lot. I struggle with it. I sometimes wonder if I'm doing something wrong or if I've misspelled something. A lot of the time I have I commonly misspell things or forget to include words. My speech-to-text thing on my phone helps if it wasn't for that I wouldn't be able to write things this well.

How sweet but how am I similar to your son?

I've already get my eyes on someone, no thanks

I didn't see that page either

"Do you have any interests or things you like to spend time with? Video games? Animals? Exercise? Drawing? Writing? Makeup? Anime? Cooking? It doesn’t matter if you think you’re bad at them – I’d recommend pursuing those interests."

I don't really have much interests tbh. Makeup is way to expensive and I don't have the ability to care for a animal. I don't really watch shows cuz I don't have the attention span. Same with art.

"1. This doesn’t look like it was written by someone that isn’t intelligent."

Thanks👍

"3. You’re probably self medicating yourself through ADHD and/or anxiety and it’s also not helping with the anxiety and/or depression you might be experiencing."

Idk why you're saying this I've been diagnosed with ADHD but not with anxiety. I've never been diagnosed with depression tho.

"3. 20s is prime "what do I do with my life" for most - and it doesn't go away with as you get older"

It's not that I don't know what to do with my life it's that I've got nothing to do with my life as I've got no resources. I have no education and the education I do have is pretty bad and I have qualifications for anything. There's a lot of things I wanted to do. I wanted to be a nurse, I wanted to go to university/college, I wanted be a programmer ect ect but I just couldn't.

Why does everyone think IQ doesn't mean anything? It does and you're insane for thinking it doesn't. My whole life I have been held back by IQ so it's very annoying to see people dismiss it.