[-] SpaceFox@lemmy.ml 16 points 2 weeks ago

Your not. A lot of people think I'm autistic because of the way I speak but in reality I just have an intellectual disability:(

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"Sorry, I got to return this video"

"Mike? I love that guy, I got him on speed dial"

"Do you have any quarters for a phone?"

"Bill Cosby really is America's dad"

"Can I borrow that VHS?"

"Sorry, I can't come. My favourite show is on"

"Do you know where a phone is?"

[-] SpaceFox@lemmy.ml 15 points 6 months ago

I can't wait for all the shitty horror movies that will be made 🙄

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Am I the only one who struggles with online shopping? Like with measurements for example, I don't know what there talking about or if the clothes will be the right size. How does everyone else get around this?

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[-] SpaceFox@lemmy.ml 14 points 6 months ago

Good may happen to me but the good things require work I'm not capable of and bad things come free of charge and require you to actively get rid of them. It could be with maths, English, employment or education I've always been slower than everyone else. I love the thought of being loved so that keeps me sometimes but I feel like a steamroller in a car race with lamborghinis. I just want to give up.

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I really don't feel like existing anymore. I've been dealing with suicidal thoughts for years now. I used to be 50%50 on killing myself. One hand it's such a liberating thought. If I died then it will all be over and all my problems or go away but on the other hand I what if something good happens to me in the future? or what about all the other things I already enjoy?.

Sometimes I think things can get better but other times I think, how? I feel like I wasn't designed for life. Life is a game that I'm losing no matter what. A game didn't even choose to play btw. I feel beat down all I want to get myself a big box of pizza, a bunch of booze and overdose on cocaine.

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Today at work I was flipping some burgers as usual when a coworker yelled out to me "how to spell occupation" for some reason. She shouldn't have even been on her phone and I don't know why she asked me of all people to spell 'occupation' and why she needed to use that word in the first place is beyond me but that's not important.

I tried to sound it out I just didn't know how to spell it. There were like a bunch of other people they were all watching. I just broke down in tears then and there and ran to the bathroom. It was so embarrassing. I left like 3 hours early as I just couldn't take being there anymore. I can't stop thinking about it. I made myself look so stupid in front of everyone. I know I have to go back there soon but I can't handle the humiliation and + I'm going to be in trouble with the boss for leaving early. I really don't know what to do.

Update: I told my boss that somebody asked how to spell something and I didn't know how to so I got emotional and left. He was understanding but told me never to do it again. Seems like everything is ok, right? Well, he asked me who was on her phone and I told him so now I think that girl got into trouble and now my coworkers are mad at me for being a snitch. FUCK. MY. LIFE.

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If somebody you knew like a family member, partner or friend told you they had NPD would you still talk to them? Would it change how you feel about that person?

As someone with NPD I'm always worried about how having NPD would affect me socially. It's so stigmatised and people are always talking about how dangerous people with cluster B personality disorders are. I'm dating this guy at the minute. I really love him but I'm worried about how he would feel if he found out about my NPD. Would he still want to see me after what you see online about NPD? Should I ever tell him? Should I just keep it secret?

As of now I've told nobody about my diagnosis other than a few people at job interviews. What I'm basically asking here is 'How will NPD affect your social life?'.

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There's lots of things I like about Christmas but for me it's simple. I love the presents. Even if I don't like the present I love the thought of somebody thinking of me and putting hours into/using there own money to get me a gift.

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My stutter is driving me insane. Having normal conversations with people that made 100000 times harder and more awkward. It's embarrassing as hell and I'm sick of it.

Conversations with most people I have daily are difficult because it's hard to keep people listening for that long and it's very awkward to talk to someone the first time as they expect me to have a stutter. It's so isolating. Ever since I was a kid everyone just to make fun of me for it. I wish I could talk like everyone else.

I've lost so many opportunities to my stutter just think about it. I'll never a telemarketer, (not really a lost) I'll never be a voice actor, and how many other jobs require you to speak to others?

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I graduated high school aged 20, Ask Me Anything

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IDK if this is a normal thing for people with ADHD but do you guys find it hard to watch movies? There always super slow paced and require hours worth of your attention. I can watch movies but only if I really try and that's a very draining experience. I only like watching movies if I'm really high.

[-] SpaceFox@lemmy.ml 13 points 6 months ago

The term 'NEET' was created by the British government surprisingly enough and was later adopted by 4Chan. As I said in the post NEET stands for "Not (in) Employment, Education or Training". NEET to me was a subculture and a lifestyle. I don't have anything else going for me and there wasn't any opportunities anyway so it just made sense to become a NEET. I didn't have any motivation for a long time but recently I have given all of my attention to this guy I'm in love with so I can be a better partner. I got a job to make some money and I'm going to the gym to make myself look sexier for him. A big part of motivation is having someone to work for and until him I didn't have that. He's the only thing in my worth working for.

[-] SpaceFox@lemmy.ml 14 points 7 months ago

Kinda like how "schizophrenia" is used to describe anyone who's a bit weird or how "autistic" is used to describe someone with a interest in something.

[-] SpaceFox@lemmy.ml 13 points 7 months ago

What does the moon taste like?

[-] SpaceFox@lemmy.ml 15 points 7 months ago

It takes me a long time to get used to patterns. If I don't completely focus on one thing I forget about it. I get information mixed up easily and I forgot the little details about things. Sometimes I forget what I'm doing all together and I get overwhelmed easily.

Luckily I use my phone a lot to write things down which helps and if I don't do that I just write things down on my body.

[-] SpaceFox@lemmy.ml 14 points 7 months ago

That's a tough question. It depends on what time

[-] SpaceFox@lemmy.ml 15 points 7 months ago

It’s no problem. There’s a lot of things I do/did for attention. When I was younger I used to take the wildest drugs I could get my hands on and brag to my classmates. I use social media a lot and I've got some friends that I use. Nightclubs and bars are good. There's always a lot of attention to get from there.

Ever since I was a teen I've found my self being very promiscuous. It's the best way to get attention from others.

[-] SpaceFox@lemmy.ml 13 points 7 months ago

I see this thing a lot. People think that anyone they don't like has NPD. I wonder how they would feel if a loved one told them they had NPD?

[-] SpaceFox@lemmy.ml 14 points 7 months ago

I can't disagree

[-] SpaceFox@lemmy.ml 13 points 7 months ago

Why does everyone think IQ doesn't mean anything? It does and you're insane for thinking it doesn't. My whole life I have been held back by IQ so it's very annoying to see people dismiss it.

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