"I feel so lonely; I want to have some friends!" *finds a group of friends to hang out with* "Wait, not like this."

if you isolate too much you just want to kill yourself but if you socialize too much everyone else wants to kill you feels like there's no winning

When no one invites me: "damn, i just wanted to hang out and live my life!" When i have a event: "damn, i just to stay at home playing video games and resting!"