Morosely drinking red wine,
Wishing I could unwind
The cold dead hands of time.
They clutch my heart
In their firm grasp
I gasp
Pain shoots through my psyche
I got out, I know I'm lucky
But it hurts so goddamn much
I'm losing my grip on reality, I'm out of touch
You compliment me, I blush
I've been taught I'm a burden
And my efforts at creation
Are futile and wasted.
I'm hated and wasted.
...
Please don't worry, I'll be fine,
(I always am, in the end)
I'm merely, morosely, drinking red wine.

OMG is Sunday I have to be up soon 🙂 (<---- existential dread emoji)

back from gym. decided on plyometrics, now im ded

I love the early morning air. Cool and fresh and the smell of the trees. 😊

It's my Friday night after working this weekend. Mrs_Owl has an early start, so I'm on the sofa tonight = staying up until 4am watching/passed out in front of YouTube on the PC. Spent the last 20mins trying to remember a banging house track from my 90s clubbing days. Found it!

Camisra - Let Me Show You (Tall Paul remix)

As used in the awesome club scene from Spaced (Simon Pegg)

I'm up for going down this rabbit hole tonight :)

I've had a cough in the morning and evening for two weeks now. Excited for it to go away

I can't seem to stop eating.

Not complaining.

Fucking salvos are closed on a sunday. I'm back to thinking they're total pieces of shit.

Today's absolutely weird dream after weeks of not having any:

Anyway, the dream went on for quite a bit longer but it was all paperwork? Yes, I had a detailed and extensive dream that included paperwork and small talk and seeing various professionals turn up.

Brains, man.... I wonder if it'll make a part 2 of this lol.

Semi-rest and clean day. Dishes, laundry, make stew later, dust bust, might walk to aldi. Clothes I scored yesterday fit well, which is nice. I've decided I love dresses after all. I just need a couple more cute necklaces. Op shop mission and aldi maybe then. I have coles, woolies and aldi all about 5 mins walk from here. Plus another coles and woolies maybe 6 mintutes walk. The balaclava shopping strip is really good. Has the old footscray vibe to it with the (not so) cheap (anymore) stores and heaps of independent takeaway food. There's also a barber called edward scissor hands, which is about the only hipster themed thing I've ever not cringed at. Instead of random roaming junkies it seems like drunks and it's not close enough to the south yarra end of chapel street to be full of cashed up looking real estate agents in adidas.

i might head to the gym now. unsure if i want to do plyometrics today or a full body weights workout. will report back after sesh. hang in there DT!

I didn't end up going to the warehouse sound system event...

But..

Seeing the photos makes me regret I didn't. Looked like a proper abandoned warehouse gig. Hope there are more of them and maybe some daytime park partays come summer.

And..

Reading the comments on it, there are always people who lose things and ask if anyone has found it. This time one was a samsung s23.

So..

Back in my prime raver days the most you'd lose is a jacket and maybe a pinger and not a $1300 phone.

I'm not sure what the moral of that story is because there are a few.