Start lifting weights and eating more

Don't go to university directly after school. Get an apprenticeship as a software developer or better yet, as a webdeveloper in a company that creates websites for customers.

Get a car! Be independent! This is the freedom you so desperately need. With a finished apprenticeship and a possibility to leave your old life behind... The rest will fall into place. Everywhere is better than staying in the pity puddle that is your hometown.

Be gay, trim weed.

That weird compulsion to always be in pursuit of a relationship might be gender dysphoria.

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“And will you do me a favor? Will you lay off the fucking candy bars?” - Timecop

Boo! Then I'd run away

It doesn't get better.

Big Macs are not a good source for sustenance. Yes, they are tasty, no just don't.

Drop out of college to enter the workforce as you were not properly prepared for college and you still don't know what career you want. Don't join the military. Save up for a car.

You have ADHD. If you don't do something about it, it will undermine you your whole life and you'll blame yourself.

Also, take up running. You're really good at it, and future you wishes she took it up when she was your age

Don't drown in self pity

Nothing you do for the next 10 years will really matter so just try to have fun and enjoy being young and without responsibilities.

Trust your instinct that the uni course you've chosen isn't right for you.

I know what you're going through. Trust me it'll get worse. But afterwards it's good you didn't do it. It gets sooooo much better just a year or so after. You'll be happy just sit tight for a bitband do what you think is right.

Take that job in Nigeria do a few years and you should be set. Don't overthink it.

Be kind to yourself

This is your last chance to admit your feelings before you drift apart and you never talk to her again.

Also, be nicer to grandma and spend more time with her, you have far less time than you've convinced yourself you have.

"It's all just going to keep going."

“You’re right!”

She'll come, just wait a little longer.