I am not trying to smear you... I assumed you were getting paid because you post quite often and your English reads native level. Who has that kind of time to defend a government trey don't live under?

I'm also not joking. I really recommend you look at state media jobs. You get a visa to live in Beijing, free housing, top-line private health insurance (because even CPC knows Chinese public healthcare is terrible), and a regular paycheck. It's a great deal. I lived in the CD employee housing and was quite satisfied with it. Beijing is a fun place to live, and the expat scene is among the best I've encountered.

I left for Shanghai and that's a whole other crazy story.

If you earnestly support the CPC, why not consider moving there? There's a lot to like