The answer is already here: you were full of shit about how you oh so very nearly didn't reply the first time, especially not for the sake of a mysterious stranger with bad takes, but you were compelled to against the odds anyway.

EDIT: I just got your private message. Oh boy.

You are going to think I am ironic, but for what it's worth I am not: I think you are a legitimately nice person who are acting out from feelings of pain and taking it out on anyone in the vicinity.

There's that ableistic concern trolling that I had suspected all along.