Thanks for the kind words! Two years ago I didn't give a damn about fashion, but with my last two years of high school, something clicked and I'm somehow much more interested in style, expressing yourself and clothing in general. I'm not the daring type, but I'm slowly trying to move in a direction where I could satisfy this need. I experimented with my hair, got me some nice accessories and in general tried to be more conscious about what clothes I wanna have. I don't feel a need to wear a dress. But a nice long skirt would be pretty. Still, I don't feel ready and it's fucking scary, even with your assurances. But it's not like I have to change overnight. I recently made the decision to get some earlobe piercings and I'm at a point where I can't chicken out of it anymore – and when I have them, it would be a waste to let them close because I'm not wearing any earrings. 😁

I agree with your hate towards the fashion industry. I just feel so frustrated with these gender roles and pink=girl, blue=boy stuff. There's also a lot of systematic and internalized misandrism regarding this topic. The ol' judging "that's not manly" or "you look gay" crap. As if being gay is a bad thing. I feel it inside me, this fear of being associated with homosexuality. Which makes it even harder to break these stereotypes. I know I like girls. Why should I need the people around me validating my sexuality with clichés?